I still remember your voice, I remember the way you threw your head back when you laughed, and the way we sang to the radio in the car, I remember talking to you every single day....That last goodbye in the middle of absolute chaos...that tight hug that ended too fast. Those words that were said, they still echo in my head....i miss you. ***I miss who I thought you were
I'm getting older. It's happening and I can't stop it. Next year I'll be sending out applications for college and the year after that I could be anywhere in the United States. The West Coast, the East Coast, Northeast, Northwest, Ohio! lol jk...not Ohio... I'm not my Mommy and Daddy's little girl anymore, I'll be seventeen in March. I'll have my license, a car, trips to the beach in the summer, parties, friends piled up in my car. So much has changed and there's no going back once the deed is done. I see it in my friends even more. They're going to parties with alcohol now and they're driving their cars home from school, they're visiting colleges and they're taking their SATs. The ones who I've known since pre-school, they've been there from the start and now we're Juniors in high school together. Serioulsy, how crazy is that?! We're getting older and we can't stop this adventure to get off this crazy ride. Things are a'changing, there's no stopping now. CLASS OF 2014!
When you crush on someone, you only see the good things about them, not the flaws. You're so blinded by the thought of them being yours, that you don't even stop to think that maybe they're not the greatest person that you think they are. Maybe it's not even meant to be, but you deny that and focus on anything, but the fact that he doesn't like you. You always talk about him to your friends, like it's "meant to be" or "I can so see us together", in reality, it's not even near that...he doesn't like you, you just don't wanna admit it.