9 Years Old
By the time I was nine, my mom bought a house with this guy Charles. I was scared of him. He looked at me creepy. He wanted to be apart of this famliy because of me. He was going to marry my mom, so he could see me everyday. He could be home alone, with me. I did not want my mom to marry him, but I kept it all to myself and dealt with it.
At their wedding, I was the flower girl, and had to be with him. I was going to be stuck with him until I was 18. I didn't know if he would ever make a move on me or just creep me out forever. The wedding was alright, and the reception was worse. I saw him the whole time, and he kept looking at me.
They decided to get a house without telling us kids. He was gonna go camped out on our land and he told me I had to go. I was scared. But my mom told me I had to go. So I packed some clothes, even though those would be gone.
When we got there, it was already getting dark and he had a little camper and said that me and him would have to sleep in the same bed since it was messy and small. He brought a laptop so we could watch one movie, and I chose Mad Money. Halfway through the movie he gave me beer, and I didn't really like it so I kept secretly pouring it out. But if I was really drinking them, I would have drank eight. I guess he thought I was drunk, so he started to take off my clothes, and slowly touch my breast and rub them, and lick them. He kept going futher down, and down until he stuck his fingers inside me, and it hurt, I was crying and screaming out. He got on top of me to cover my mouth and kept going until he stopped and cumed everwhere and made me curl up to him, and he went to sleep but I did not. I just cried. The next morning I got ready to leave, and got in the truck and went home, took a shower and felt grossed with myself.
I FELT ALONE!
HoneyBee13
