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An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward.
So when life is dragging you back with difficulties,
it means it's going to launch you into something great.
So just focus, and keep aiming.

 
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    Chapter Eight
    "COME ON, HURRY! I HOPE TOMMY'S NOT DEAD YET!" My legs were shaking as I hopped down from my seat. She grabbed my hand as I met her in front of the car and she dragged me in. Tommy wasn't dead yet but right before our feet, Matt had Tommy pinned to the ground, punching him repeatedly. He was screaming in his face, something about sports and I didn't even care. I didn't care that Tommy was getting his a$$ beat and I didn't care he'll probably have the same bruises as Ryan does. I looked around the chanting crowd for him. They all surrounded the boys screaming violently, cheering. I spotted Ryan watching the fight but not saying anything. He was in between Molly and Rachel. I couldn't keep my eyes off him as I waited patiently for him to look up. He did. Our eyes met from across the diner and I was expecting the 'look' from last night, but it wasn't that. He smiled at me and my heart dropped. The wounds from the day before were still there, but vanished from my sight as I focused on his perfect smile. He was smiling, right at me. I felt special in that moment, like I gained something I had lost. I felt stronger and my body felt healthier. I left Nicki's side and made my way around the crowd toward Ryan. I came up behind him, jumping on his back and he kinda jumped, not realizing it was me. "Hey handsome!" He turned around, smiled again, and hugged me. After letting go, I looked at the bruises more carefully. I couldn't help but ask if he was okay. Before he could answer, Molly greeted me happily and hugged me. I kept my eyes on Ryan's as he looked away, probably glad the question was avoided.

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    Chapter Seven
    By the time I finished getting ready, it was about 3:45. I slipped my feet into my black converse and went to go grab my keys. I looked down at the table where they're usually at and they weren't there. I tried to remember the last place I left them and I ended up looking everywhere. I finally found them, on the hook next to a spare set of house keys. My dad must have put them there last night. Underneath the hook was a small shelf and my jaw dropped when I looked down. A brand new iPhone sat untouched with a note next to it. My dad's perfect cursive handwriting covered it. "Sammy, I saw a broken phone in the street when I went to get the mail. I didn't think it was yours until I tried calling it to make sure and it said it was no longer in service. Please don't shatter this one to pieces. Love you, dad." I smiled slightly and picked it up. I grabbed my keys and was out the door. I was about to start the engine but a horn went off behind me. It grew louder as the familiar car got closer. I rolled down my window and smiled as the pink jeep's window rolled down too. "WHAT'S UP B-TCH?!" Nicki's voice shouted toward me. "Hey, I was just going to see Ryan." "Well ofcourse you were, don't know why I even asked!" She laughed at her comment but continued to talk, "well Ryan's at Charlie's with the rest of the gang now, I left to come pick you up because you weren't there! But mostly because there's a huge brawl going down between Tommy and Matt. Get in and we'll go before it's over!" Charlie's was a diner in town not too far away and Matt was the biggest d-ck a town could have. He was what people would call the 'most popular jock'. Along those lines, he was standing at 6 4 and could probably crush a car with his arm. I jumped into her jeep and she turned up the radio. As we got into town I began feeling a lump in my throat and the same numb feeling from yesterday. The same emptiness in my stomach came back and I felt like puking yet again. I was scared to see Ryan. The wounds and bruises, and what if the look comes back as he sees me. We needed to talk and I didn't know what to do but I didn't want to see him anymore. It was too late. Nicki was pulling into the parkinglot and getting out, excitedly.

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    Chapter Six
    I finishd eating slowly on purpose, waiting for my father to leave. 10 minutes eventually passed and by then I was clearing the table. "Alright I'm going! Goodbye Sammy." "Bye Dad" I shouted as he left through the front door. Once I finished cleaning everything up, I thought about going over to Ryan's. I had my mind set on going so I got in the shower and got ready. I got dressed in ripped jean shorts, a black soccer tshirt, and brushed my long brown hair into a ponytail. I put eyeliner on my eyelid as well as the bottom and lightly applied mascara. I wiped the remains off underneath my eye and examined them. By now my eyes were lighter and I looked almost happy. I looked like I was a person who had their life together and in order. I wasn't. I was a 16 year old girl who was raised by a man who struggles with the loss of my mother more than me sometimes. My mom died after struggling cancer for 4 months. She wasn't strong enough to fight it and eventually gave up. She died about 6 months ago and it's still hard to cope with. My best friend is Ryan if it's not hard to figure that one out. He has been since the 6th grade. His brain doesn't work the same as the rest of us. He sees everything different, always realizing the bad in things. It's sometimes hard to be his friend because he's so difficult and puts everyone through hard times. But that being said, it just means he needs me more. Ryan's tall. He has about 5 inches over me, him being 6 foot. He has brown short hair that flows in different directions but is yet perfectly perfect. He has light brown eyes, almost a hint of gold. His hands are big and his arms are as well. Ryan's strong, but so emotionally weak. A lot of the girls like him, but he never opens up to any of them, except me but he'd never think of me as more than just a friend. I'm okay with that but sometimes I let my mind think we're more than that. Sometimes I imagine us being a couple. A couple everyone is jealous of. A couple who does everything together and never gets sick of eachother. I never tell him I imagine so because then it might make him think I like him, which I don't. I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I'm not pretty either. I have countless flaws and everytime I glance at my reflection, I depict them carefully, regretting ever being born. I have friends of my own, 6 to be exact. Other than Ryan, there's Tommy who happens to like me but won't admit it, Rachel who happens to like Tommy and sometimes I think she secretly hates me, Nathan and Nicki who have been dating for 2 years now, TJ, and Molly. My closest friend out of our group is Molly. She cheers me up most of the time and puts my feelings before her own. As a group, we do pretty much everything together with the exception of when I hangout with Ryan alone or Nathan and Nicki.

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    Chapter Four
    I shook my head no and he moved to the left, closer to the wall, letting me pass. He looks so sorry for me and I knew he knew he couldn't help and that hurt me. Before I shut my door, he murmured something but I didn't hear it. My window was still open. Seeing that, the scene flashed over in my head yet again. I tried my best to shut it out. I glanced at my alarm clock, 5:14am. It hasn't even been an hour. I felt sick and I just wanted to sleep. My head was pounding and felt like it was going to explode. My stomach was empty, yet full of emptiness which make me feel like puking. I was weak and I was tired. I was exhausted and I was scared. I slowly layed back down in my bed and pulled my blankets up to my chin. I starred at the ceiling, struggling to figure out what happened. I was lost in my thoughts when a quiet knock sounded from my door. I didn't move, just waited. My dad slowly opened the door and came in. "Sam, I know um." He had a hard time putting words together and I felt more sympathy for him. "Sam, I. I'm really sorry." I continued staying silent because I didn't know what to say. In the corner of my eye I saw him stand there, helpless. "I just wanted to let you know I'm here. I know you don't normally come to me for anything, and I just..I don't know. I hope everything's okay. And I know I'm not as good as the whole advice giving like your mom was but that doesn't mean I won't try..." With that, I turned around completely, facing the opposite wall. That must have been a sign for him that he should go because he started to leave. A tear slid down my cheek and I squeezed my eyes shut trying to hold it in. His footsteps stopped and more hesitation occured. "I love you, Samantha." The door quickly shut and the hallway light turned off. I heard his bedroom door shut and that's when I lost it.. I turned my face into my pillow and bawled. I sobbed for what seemed to be hours until my eyes felt completely exhausted. I eventually fell asleep.

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    Chapter Three
    I snapped out of my scared self and took a few steps toward him. "What do you mean, how could I?! Are you crazy Ryan! What were you thinking?!" "She wasn't finished, you didn't let her finish. You made her leave when she wasn't done." "Done what?! Are you kidding me, Ry!? She was hurting you! Look at you, you're bleeding everywhere! Already bruising I'm sure, and look at that bump under your eye-" I was going to continue but he stopped me. "You don't understand. I deserve this and you ruined it for me." I was beyond confused and my heart dropped. At that moment I felt like the most unworthy person to be breathing on planet Earth. I felt regret and I couldn't find the words to apologize. As he walked past me, slowly down to the sidewalk, my thoughts were straight. I shouted out after him, "Ryan I'm not sorry! This is so wrong, you are so wrong, come here. Ryan stop right now." He kept walking, growing smaller and smaller as he faded into the dark down the street. The lights on the neighbor's houses have been turned off by now which created not only darkness but emptiness and I felt alone once again. I let him walk away, assuming he needed to be alone. But I was scared and I didn't know what to do. I drove back home slowly, my mind going insane. I couldn't grasp the reality of what I witnessed what seemed to be seconds ago. The scene kept replaying in my head and Ryan's expressions pierced into my heart as well as my thoughts. Being the idiot I am, I called him. I sat in my driveway with the car off and kept calling him. I left him silent voicemails. I kept calling until I grew angry. Once I heard another long ring, I opened the car door and threw my phone. It soared high before it came crashing down infront of the flickering street light. Pieces flew in every direction and after it hit the ground. I was breathing deeply and faster than earlier. I left my broken phone on the street and walked back inside, not caring what noise I make. I slammed the front back door out of anger and my dad's bedroom door instantly opened. "Sam, where the f-ck have you been?" He stood at the top of the stairs, blocking the path to my bedroom. Once he saw the tears in my eyes and probably the mess I was, his angry expression changed to a worried one. He dropped his arms to his side and breathed lightly. "Are you alright?"

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    Chapter Two
    I quietly opened my bedroom door, sprinted downstairs trying to avoid making any noise, grabbed the keys, and slid the back door open. I ran as fast as I could to the front and got in the car. I called him about 12 times before I arrived at the house. He didn't answer any of them and by the time I was there, I knew why. I parked on the curb and turned off my lights. I was too late. She was on the porch, wearing a robe, her arms crossed. I couldn't see the look on her face from being so distant but it wasn't a smile. Ryan stood so small, so weak. Then it happened. Her arm raised high above him and slammed down with all her force, right across his face. The strength of her hand sent his whole head turning..right toward my direction. Eye contact from what was probably a good 30 feet away, we had. The look in his eyes was unexplainable but sent my mind flying. He didn't hold his gaze very long before another hit. I was frozen, I couldn't move. Every nerve in my body was telling me to get out of the f-cking car and save him from his cruel mother, but I couldn't. She kept hitting him. Punching and slapping like it was okay. He took it all, he didn't fight back. He let his mother attack him like he deserved it. Blood was pouring down his face at this point and I couldn't watch anymore. My eyes filled with tears. Without thought, I leaned forward, screaming. I screamed as loud as I could in anger and put all my weight and strength into the horn. It sounded for about 10 seconds before I realized what I had just done. I quickly shot my eyes toward Ryan and his mother. He was looking at the ground, standing still. His mom starred straight at me with the most disgusted look on her face. Several lights started turning on around us, awoken innocent people, curious of the noise. I still didn't move, but continued to watch them. Ryan's eyes remained stuck to the ground and his mom looked around noticing the awoken neighbors. She spit words at Ryan and vanished inside, slamming the door and shutting her porch light off. That's when I got out. My legs felt weak and the rest of my body was numb. I ran anyway, trying not to think of the physical pain I was in. By the time I was up the driveway, Ryan's heavy head looked up at me and the look he shot me was again, unexplainable. It showed disappointment, regret, and there was evil hidden in it as well. The look made my legs stop moving and I stood there, 6 feet away, starring at him with tears still sliding down my cheeks. I opened my mouth but words didn't come out. The blood continued pouring from his lip and the look remained in his eyes. His mouth opened as well, but words came out of his. "How could you."

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    Chapter One
    My eyes slowly opened and I carefully rolled over to check what time it was. 4:30 am. I layed still for a couple minutes before realizing I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. I turned on my phone and adjusted my eyes to the light. 2 new texts. Both from Ryan. "Hey sammy, if ur awake text me back cause i need to tlk to u" He sent that one at 2am. The next one was at 4:22, "sam please wake up i need u". My heart began beating faster than it normally does and I was fully awake by that time. I quickly folded my blankets off of me and got out of bed. I called Ryan as I walked to my window and opened it. Everything was silent as I climbed onto my roof except for the ringing in the phone. After 13 long rings it went to his voicemail. "Hey you've reached the Ry Guy but he's not here right now.." My voice screamed into the phone, "..but he'll get back to you whenever the f-ck he wants cause he's king!" My heart started hurting and my throat started feeling tighter. I hung up before the beep came and called again. Voicemail, again. I didn't give up. I called again as I continued to walk across my roof. Once I got to our spot, I sat down and brought my knees to my chin. For the 6th time, I dialed his number. Whispering in my knees with my eyes closed, I repeated "come on Ry, pick up.. pick up". "Sammy?" My eyes shot open and my knees fell loose along with the rest of my body. I hesistated before responding. "R-Ryan, what's wrong are you okay, what happened?" "I'm scared, Sam." "Where are you?" "Infront of her house Sam, I'm scared." "Ryan, come over, now. "I'm walking up to her door.." I stood up and started pacing on my roof. "Ryan, listen to me. Stop. You can't do this, Ryan please come over, please." "I'm on her porch.." His voice was shaky, he was nervous, scared out of his mind. It was quiet between both phones as well as the night. It was summer and the crickets were barely chirping. The street light flickered across the street and the trees silently swayed in the short breeze. I took a deep breath and waited. "Sam..?" "Ryan." "I'm sorry.." "Don't be sorry. Just come over." "I rang her doorbell.." "RYAN!" I jumped down from the highest part of my roof, ran back to my window and almost tripped. I basically jumped back through it, falling onto my floor. I held the phone to my ear, remembering my dad was still sleeping, I held back my scream. "Ryan I'm coming." The line went dead as I quickly got up.

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