Honestly, this is just getting old now. I'm done trying to pretend like it doesn't bother, because it does. You told me it would stop, but I know it hasn't. People notice, and people tell me. I try so hard not to bring myself to be upset by it, but it does. So whatever. You do what you want, but if you really want the truth, then I'll tell you straight up. If you choose him over me, then, I'm sorry, but I don't know how our friendship can be the same. I've told so many things that I don't tell everyone and I think of you as one of my best friends, but what you're doing and what you've done is not something a best friend does. I love you and I want you to be happy, so if you choose me over him, then I know you're only doing it because you want to keep me as a friend, but I know that you won't be happy, so do what you want, but whatever you pick, know that I still love you, but that doesn't mean I can't be upset with you and jealous and angry with you. I'm sorry.