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GingerRose

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Member Since: 18 Sep 2011 04:52pm

Last Seen: 25 Jun 2012 08:10pm

user id: 219291

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Dear God, this has got to be the hundreth time I've typed this out. Let's hope it works this time *crosses fingers*.

First off, my name is Ginger (as shown above). If any of you guys know if there's a way to change my username, could you please tell me? I'm really regretting having my real name as my username. I was hoping that nobody from school would find this.  Thank you :] And yeah, that's my real name unfortunatley.

I'm going to cut right to the chase and get all the boring emotional stuff out of the way first. I've been cutting/burning for over two years, I've tried to kill myself three times, and I have depression and generalized anxiety disorder, resulting in frequent anxiety attacks. I drink occasionally, but I'm trying to stop. I tell you all this because many of my quotes will probably refer to my life, so you may as well know about it. (And YES, this is all true. It ticks me off when people lie about their lives to get attention, and I assure you, I'm not one of those people.)

I am currently suicidal, as I have been so many times before.

Now the other boring part where I tell you about my interests and crap. I like music, movies, television, science, reading, writing, the usual, I guess.

Well, now that you know my life story, feel free to follow me or comment on my profile. I suck at talking to people, but I'll give it a shot.

Thanks for reading!

  1. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    February 24, 2012 10:12pm UTC
    Suicide is never the answer...
    I've heard this so many times from so many people,
    but if you were me,
    you'd understand.

  2. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    February 24, 2012 10:06pm UTC
    I need help.
    I can't ignore this anymore.
    It's gone on for too long.
    I'm so scared
    and I can't do this on my own.
    I just don't know where to start.

  3. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    February 2, 2012 6:37pm UTC
    DON'T
    PANIC.
    The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

  4. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    February 2, 2012 6:32pm UTC
    NOT LOVING YOU
    Is harder than you know...
    -Harder Than You Know by Escape the Fate

  5. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 26, 2012 9:17pm UTC
    One day, I'll get the
    guts
    to do it.
    And then I'll be gone.

  6. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 26, 2012 9:13pm UTC
    I've started cutting myself at school now too.
    Cutting between classes, excusing myself to go to the bathroom in the middle of a lesson to slice through my legs, sneaking out of my P.E. class to break open my skin...
    I think It's safe to say that this is an addiction.

  7. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 26, 2012 9:06pm UTC
    T_T

  8. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 26, 2012 9:02pm UTC
    I don't care what happens to me anymore...

  9. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 26, 2012 8:31pm UTC
    Dear Mom,
    There are so many things I wish I could actually tell you, and not just vent about in a Witty Profiles quote. Like remember the time last summer when you were taking me to get a new bathing suit, and I almost broke down crying in the middle of the Khol's because I didn't want you to see my hideous, burned and cut up legs? I want you to know that I lied about my old one fitting me still.
    I want you to know the real reason that I'm failing all my tests in school. No, it's not that I "don't understand anything" or "don't care". It's because I'm depressed, and I'm TRYING, but it's difficult to study when all I want to do is sit in my room and cry.
    I want you to know that when you makes jokes about the teenagers on the news that try to kill themselves, saying "Oh, it's silly for such young people to think they have such big problems", that I, your DAUGHTHER, tried to kill myself. Three times.
    I want you to know that I loved it when you and Daddy used to sing in the car. You would harmonize, and sound beautiful together. I want you to know that every night, I listen to the song "Waiting For a Superman" by the Flaming Lips, sobbing my eyes out because I remember how happy I was when you and Daddy would sing it, and how you didn't hate each other, and how Dad was sober. And happy. We were all happy.
    There are so many things I want you to know. But I know exactly how you'd react.
    You'd be mad.
    You'd be upset.
    You'd be frustrated.
    But most of all,
    you'd be even more disappointed
    in what a failure I am.
    How your only daughter turned out like
    THIS.

  10. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    January 17, 2012 6:32pm UTC
    I don't care that things will be better in the future.
    What about now?
    Maybe right now is bad enough that I don't want anything to do with the future.

  11. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2011 9:12pm UTC
    What are you supposed to do when
    nothing
    makes
    you
    happy?

  12. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2011 9:03pm UTC
    I deserve to die.

  13. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2011 8:58pm UTC
    It's difficult knowing
    That everyone else moved on. All of the people that once were in the same boat as me got better.
    All my friends stopped cutting,
    started eating again,
    Began to find new things that made them happy,
    Got help.
    And here I am
    in the same place that I have been in for years and years.
    It's difficult when I know that I am the weakest out of everyone.

  14. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2011 8:53pm UTC
    And the worst part about this is that
    I know
    I'M NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER.
    -------------------------
    It's hopeless.

  15. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2011 8:46pm UTC
    I'm so close to saying goodbye.
    If you wake up and I'm not there please don't be mad.
    Please don't think it's your fault either.
    I'm just not strong enough.
    I can't take it anymore.

  16. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 28, 2011 5:27pm UTC
    Looking like a freak
    When nobody understands
    The movie reference you just made.
    -_-

  17. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 23, 2011 4:35pm UTC
    T h e p e r s o n y o u ' r e g o i n g t o m a r r y
    i s w a l k i n g t h e E a r t h r i g h t n o w. . .
    U n l e s s y o u ' r e a p e d o p h i l e . .. .

    Format by Sandrasaurus

  18. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 23, 2011 4:20pm UTC
    Sometimes I wonder
    If I look cute when I'm asleep...
    NMF
    Format Credit: DamnnTaylerx

  19. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 22, 2011 2:49am UTC
    Sometimes I wonder if a year from now,
    will I be a person?
    Or a memory?
    A sad story?
    The example of what not to do?
    Am I going to be the kid that they talk about at school assemblies about depression and suicide?
    The "tell an adult if your friend is suicidal, or they might end up like Ginger"?
    Is that ALL I'm going to be?

  20. GingerRose GingerRose
    posted a quote
    December 22, 2011 2:44am UTC
    If you were me
    You would know why I am the way I am
    You would know why I'm sad all the time
    You would know why I hate myself
    You would know why I want to die
    But until you are me,
    I'm not going to expect you to understand
    Or even care.

:)

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