I want somebody to know that I'm not
"OK"
I just want someone to give me the tightest hug ever and to tell me "It's going to be ok"
I want someone to see the other side of me, spilling out my guts and crying until I can't breathe.
I want someone to know that I'm not always so optimstic.
I want someone to hear me say "No I'm not ok"
I want someone to fight for me, to give up everything just for me.
But we can't always get what we want,
Now can we?
Because I just can't do it anymore.
Watch her fall in love, pretending like I don't care.
One day my pain will just vanish
as will I