I promised my best freind while he was on his death bed that id make sure she never felt alone or was alone...but then things turn and i feel for her and i loved her with all my heart then i was gone for 2 weeks..i came back n she was gone...but now she is with someone new...and my heart is still heres and its been a month and i cant forget about her...(this is probably the most wierdest thing you shall read whoever it is who cares enough to read this..thank you) and now i dont know...is my promise forfilled? or is it still not fixed? im so confused, so...so messed up... i dont know what to do... i dont know wether to cry, scream, or what...i just want it to go back....when he was alive and i was a nobody once again. Id rather die then se her cry, hurt, in pain, afraid, alone..everything. Id do anything for her..but im too late now... and ill i can say is "I love you still till the day i die ke-ke"