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June 24, 2012 6:20pm UTC

How other people party:
get drunk, listen to music, eat party food, go dancing, dress up nice, go to clubs, dance with boys, wear next to nothing, chat, be a fairly normal person.
How my friends and I party:
pretend to be harpies, have croissant eating competitions, do cartwheels, dress up as banshees in ripped up clothes and green face paint, go to shops in pyjamas

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June 24, 2012 6:13pm UTC

you know it's been a good night when you find grass in your hair and a scoop of melting ice cream in the hood of your jacket. Thanks for that, 'best friend' :D

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June 21, 2012 5:59pm UTC

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June 21, 2012 4:44pm UTC

I don't understand why others are scared of people changing. You know what I'm scared of? I'm scared, no, petrified that people can't change. I don't mean individual people, I mean people in general. I'm scared that human nature can't change, because human nature is ugly as sin. Human nature is egotisitcal, fiercely judgemental, prejudiced and hypocritical. It's greedy, selfish, incessently unsatisfied, self-centred. Human nature is violent, vengeful, bitter and mocking of others. Trust me when I say I don't exclude myself at all from this description. Look around us; what situation has humanity gotten the world into? It breaks my heart; we start wars, we abuse the monumental generosity of the planet, destroying it with our never-ending greed for more. Most of all, we hurt other people and we don't give a crap about it. I don't just mean that we hurt each other physically, I mean those little digs at our friends, those sarky jokes that actually really hit a nerve. Those condescending looks that make the receptor feel about 2cm tall.
That's why I like it when people change, because, for better or for worse, it reassures me that they can. Because it haunts me, it shouldn't, but it does, that I see all the negative things about human nature and I can't unsee them. And what if I have to live with this all my life?

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June 20, 2012 5:00pm UTC

Stay in touch with reality.
It's happening far too frequently for my liking. I drift away from the real world and get so wrapped up in my head that I get trapped. I always forget that I've already done things and try to do them again, or the other way round. Think I've already finished something when really I haven't even started it.
Too often I catch myself chatting away out loud to people who aren't there when I'm alone, without even realising I'm doing it. Having conversations with people that don't exist. Realising, when I'm walking down the street, that the reason I'm getting strange looks is because my lips are moving, my face animated, my hands gesturing as though I'm talking to someone when it's actually all in my head. You know that voice, in your head, that's there when you read stuff? I reply to it, and it talks back. There are other voices too that only I hear.
The thing that scares me the most is that recently I've started to see things that aren't there. A cat in my History class, I blink my eyes and it's gone. A lady, dancing in red clothing that my friends don't see.
I think i'm going mad.

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June 19, 2012 3:47pm UTC

I can feel it coming, and I dread it. I dread these periods of my life where I give up. I can feel myself getting tired, tired with the endless monotony and the unrelenting ruthlessness of daily life. I can feel my mind darkening, my positivity ebbing. I can anticipate the depression, the feelings of self-loathing and the long nights. The days of walking around with a stupid fake smile on my f-cking face, they're coming, I know they are. I don't want to go through this again but I can't stop it. This is how it's been my whole life, ever since I was tiny, intense moodswings. Stretches of happiness marred by those long, grey weeks where I want to cut and burn and kill myself. It's so close to the last one though, that's what scares me. They're getting closer together, the lows. They scare me because I can physically feel it creeping up on me. I'm getting so tired, and I can't hold on much longer; I'll have to submit to it eventually, and wait it out, and hold onto the shreds of hope, that I'll see the other side.

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June 19, 2012 3:38pm UTC

(c) 2012 erin at Mortem. Feel free to use this format, however you must leave all credit on and leave all credit as is. You can not REDISTRIBUTE IT either. You in no way can change the form of credit unless you are making it MORE VISIBLE.
hello darkness
my old friend
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June 17, 2012 5:08pm UTC

Do you ever feel like crying because Harry Potter

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June 17, 2012 4:46pm UTC

The amount of meds I have to take daily scares me.....
Mef. acid 3 times
Utovlan 3 times
Ptl. eight times (0_o)
Insulin 40+ units
And I'm starting my course of Microgynon soon.... -.- so much to rememberrrr

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June 16, 2012 12:23pm UTC

The 15 year old girl sighs happily as she uploads the picture of herself clutching a Pikachu toy in one hand and a cigarette in the other. She flicks back her swoopy fringe as she thinks joyously about how well it will lend a cute-but-dangerous edge to her persona, and how cool it will look next to the picture of her in a baseball cap with the caption ''random guy let me wear his hat today!!!11! #hangin' with the boyzz''. They'll never know the cap belongs to her brother.
Rearranging her clear glass glasses with huge black frames, she curses her 6/6 vision, but casts aside her frustrations as she catches sight of her new pink dip-dyed hair. She laughs lightly as she taps a quick status into facebook: ''just eaten a burger! I don't worry about my weight 'cos a boy's gotta luv me for hoo I am!!1!'' Then, leaping up from the bed and casting a fond glance at her wall entirely covered in printed-out Swag notes, she skips to the door and turns out the light.
Later, in bed with her adorably ironic Barbie pyjamas, she begins to panic. Was the picture of herself gazing wistfully into the distance, encaptioned with all her favourite lyrics too emo?
Softly, she whispers:
''Do I have swag yet?''

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June 14, 2012 5:34pm UTC

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June 14, 2012 4:55pm UTC

here's a lickle tip for the people of Tumblr
If you want people to follow you and reblog you
have a theme where the reblog button is f-cking visible
okay bye

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FunkyLilBugger
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June 14, 2012 4:45pm UTC

;
cash comes quick when looks can kill

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June 14, 2012 4:40pm UTC

shout out to my parents for no disowning me yet
yu tru niggahs lud chu

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FunkyLilBugger
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June 14, 2012 4:37pm UTC

why is there no f-cking cool sh-t on my dashboard tonight
goddamnit

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June 11, 2012 3:55pm UTC

We got into trouble and when stuff got bad
I got sent away, I was waving on the train platform, crying cos I know I'm never coming back...

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June 10, 2012 4:21pm UTC

Too many pills will make you ill...
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Not My Format

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FunkyLilBugger
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June 10, 2012 8:35am UTC

Well they all got girlfriends but I'm the one that they want

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June 10, 2012 8:31am UTC

(c) 2012 erin at Mortem. Feel free to use this format, however you must leave all credit on and leave all credit as is. You can not REDISTRIBUTE IT either. You in no way can change the form of credit unless you are making it MORE VISIBLE.
Outside
looking in
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June 10, 2012 8:24am UTC

(c) 2012 erin at Mortem. Feel free to use this format, however you must leave all credit on and leave all credit as is. You can not REDISTRIBUTE IT either. You in no way can change the form of credit unless you are making it MORE VISIBLE.
She got no daddy and she got no mamma.
all she done got in the world is a voice like molasses on a hot day and a half-empty pack of marlboro.
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