Foreverspphire

Foreverspphire
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December 12, 2013 3:05pm UTC

I look in the mirror and ask myself, "Where did she go?"
I search silently for the girl I used to know
She was so innocent, so naive, so ready for the world
She was beautiful until it was broken
She was young and trusting and oblivious to hate
I look in the mirror and see what society can create.

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November 25, 2013 7:41pm UTC

Tie a string to my ankle and hang me up to dry
Tie a string to my heart and like a baloon I will fly
Tie a string to my waist and watch me spin around
Tie a string to my finger and make my memory sound.

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November 25, 2013 7:38pm UTC

If I could throw away my fears I would stand on this table and yell
I would close my eyes and say the secrets I've always wanted to tell
If my fears would leave my mind everyone would know how I feel
All the people in the halls would notice that I was real
The fears the hold me back will leave me one day, of this I am sure
But until that day arrives I will remain the opposite of the statement said before.

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November 25, 2013 7:34pm UTC

I smile shyly to myself as I admire you from afar,
My only wish is to be apart of your world,
I avoid contact with your oceans of blue although its one of greatest desires,
I just wish that we could become something.
Why am I so afraid?

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October 25, 2013 9:31pm UTC

At first I thought it might be cool moving to a new place.
At first I thought it might be okay when they put a harness around my face.
I let them lead me down a path with their jeeps and guns.
I let them lead me to a boat and then i decided i wanted to run.
I pulled and pulled with all of my weight.
I pulled and pulled until they smacked my head and forced me to the gate.
"On you go, beast!" they scream like my ears are too small to hear.
"On you go, beast!" they scream as they make me face my biggest fear.
They locked me in a crate with USA marked on the side.
They locked me in a crate with no where for me to hide.
The boat swayed under my feet and i wished that I could cry.
The boat swayed under my feet as I wondered why?
Why did they take me from my home with grass and trees so tall?
Why did they take me from my home with the birds, the sky, and the snakes that crawl?
The boat stops after many days that all felt like a year.
The boats stops and I hear them yell,"Roll him onto the pier!"
Still in my crate I feel them moving me around.
Still in my crate I hear them say they're taking me to town.
The crate opens and I see a big tent.
The crate opens and I see a man with one knee bent.
"He will do," he smirked as he took control of my rope.
"Oh yes, he will do," he repeats as he leads me as I mope.
In a cage he puts me and yells at me for no reason at all.
"Listen, beast!" he screams and then hits me until I fall.
"Get up dammit!" he hits me again and pain rushes through my back.
"Get on that ball!" he stabs my leg and I try to pick up my slack.
Day in and day out is just as boring and painful as the one before.
Day in and day out I stand swaying with my head out the door.
They say I'm doing okay on my training so they put me in the show.
They say I'm doing okay and they stab my side to let me know.
Do you know why they brought me here? I haven't figured it out yet.
Why would they want to harm an innocent creature? Don't they know that elephants never forget?
>>>Without many people knowing it, circuses all over abuse the animals that us, as paying customers, see in their shows. While in the big top the animals may seem like they are having fun doing the demening tricks taught to them, but they are not. Circus animals are yelled at and beaten with bull hooks (look it up to be shocked) everyday. These animals get so mistreated that they end up losing their minds and they tend to pace back and forth in their cages. Help the animals and boycott the circus. Put an end to the abuse<<<<

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October 13, 2013 9:25pm UTC

smiling little ants carry food to their homes
they smile because they have the whole world to roam.
laughing little aligators lay out in the sun
they laugh because they sorta waddle when they run.
dancing little lightening bugs fly up in the night
they dance because they get to bring people light.
writing little poet sits in her room
she writes because her poetry takes away the gloom.

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Foreverspphire
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October 13, 2013 9:08pm UTC

Let's recite a poem, kids. It goes along with the tune of the oompa loompa song.
Self hate, self hate, from my head to my shoe,
All i do is doubt myself, I take it out on you.
Self hate, self hate, it's boiling over me,
It's all that I feel, it's all that I see.
What do you get when you want something dumb?
Me, little me, as fragile as a crumb.
What will I do when my life suppose to start?
Why doesn't anyone want to have my heart?
They don't like the look of me.
Self hate, self hate, like a bath at a spa,
Rising to my neck, it's going too far.
I will cry about whatever I do.
Like on laughing gas, my smile's not true,
my smiles not true.
Wasn't that a fun little number? I can be creative sometimes :)

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October 12, 2013 2:21pm UTC

You speak your words,
Your tounge entangles me with lies,
With each passing sylable,
A piece of me dies.
Your mouth dances for a recital,
A recital I didn't pay to see,
With each ballereina step,
You lose your love from me.
I bet if you looked in the mirror,
a mirror without a frame,
You would see yourself like I see you,
A hurt little girl who took all the blame.

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October 12, 2013 2:18pm UTC

crappy little studio filled to the ceiling in books,
she wanted to be a writer, but didn't know that this is how it looks.
Rejection after rejection she lost the abilty to smile, She wanted to be a writer, but thought it would only take a short while.
A circle shaped head filled with dreams,
she wanted to be a writer, but life isn't as easy as it seems.

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Foreverspphire
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October 10, 2013 7:55pm UTC

Introvert
always hurt
from the hate inside her chest.
Her look for her started
back when the red sea parted
and its made her quite a mess.
Questioning herself everyday
worried about what others say
while shes introverting
always hurting
letting that hate take over her heart.

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July 4, 2013 1:40pm UTC

i want to try and fix it
i want the argument to stop
i want smiles not curse words
i want back the laughter that was once heard
i need the peace not confrontation
i need the love not aggravation
i need us all together like we were before
i need my family to be happy and come out from behind thier closed doors.

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Foreverspphire
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July 4, 2013 1:30pm UTC

i hate the bickering
but i hate the silence more
when everyone stops talking
i fell the destruction of the storm
silence
silence
the loudest of all sounds
i hate when everyone is fighting
i miss the happiness that was once around.

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June 25, 2013 10:41pm UTC

My eyes flood
and the inky words before me
blur and melt,
until the capacity is exceeded
and a large salty drop travels quickly with weight
from my face to the paper.
i can see once again,
as the liquid soaks into the page,
deforming its inky words.
i dont even need eyes.
such a beautiful poem you wrote
just for me
your words fill up my head
and my heart bursts, drowing me internally with emotions
i love you so much.
and i miss you.
thank you for your words,
your beautiful words from your beautiful mind.
i love you.

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Foreverspphire
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June 21, 2013 6:02pm UTC

Cleaning out your back pack and locker after the school year finishes creates a werid feeling of nostalgia. When I look at all the things I wrote, all the math problems i solved, and all of the other things that i accomplished throughout the year I remember how important they were and how all of those things kept my life in school alive. While Im cleaning out my notebooks and folders i am reminded of how fast time goes by and my heart aches to travel back in time so i can repeat it and appreiciate every moment like i should have the first time around. Sadly i cannot go back. School supplies have this effect on me.

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Foreverspphire
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June 17, 2013 9:54pm UTC

goodbye sweet secrets
goodbye laughing so hard it hurts
goodbye to late night camp fire stories
and to making glow in the dark tshirts.
goodbye communication
goodbye to one of my best friends
goodbye to a girl that I miss dearly
and goodbye to believing that 'forever' never ends.

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Foreverspphire
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June 17, 2013 9:50pm UTC

Maybe it was the sun,
Maybe it was the rain,
Maybe it was the butterflies I felt whenever you said my name.
Maybe it was the fun,
Maybe it was the plane,
Maybe it was that goofy smile that should take all the blame.
They say it was the scenery but I can't blame it on Naples,
I would have felt the same at home during a normal day in April.

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Foreverspphire
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June 17, 2013 9:40pm UTC

Everything around me started to change,
The thoughts in my head space are rearranged,
I want to join my new world but Im afriad,
Im getting pushed into the sunshine and I already miss the shade,
Why do we have to change?
Why does everything have to change?

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Foreverspphire
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June 4, 2013 9:22pm UTC

A nightmare has taken over even the happiest of my dreams,
Self hate is now replacing self esteem,
How many mistakes can one person create?
I think Im in hell but i dont remember seeing the gate.

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Foreverspphire
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May 23, 2013 9:17pm UTC

I think I might just fall apart,
I feel it crumbling, my fragile heart,
I think I am falling apart.

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Foreverspphire
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May 9, 2013 9:27pm UTC

i hate when small, stupid things make me feel so sad and alone.

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