february journal prompts 8. I hope I make people feel When they're around me: Comfortable. I want nothing else than for my friends to feel they can be 100% themselves around me becuase they know I'll accept them no matter what.
february journal prompts 8. One thing I want to get better at is: SPEED. I usually do everything with at a VERY leisurely pace and while that can be benefcial with some instances. Mostly I'm so slow that I get a wholelot less done tan would've liked to. So, that'sabsolutely soething I'd like to improve.
february journal prompts 7. Write about a bad situation that has turned good in your life: I could think of about a hundred characters I'd rather write about, but I guess that's not the point, I fortunately haven't really expericned that many life shattering moments and not too many of the few exerpinces have happy endings. One that does would have to be getting excluded by my friend, let's call her AQUARIUS. It started all the way back in seventh grade when she stopped talking to the friend group and instead walked around with my best friend the entire recess and partically on a daily basis. This situation really made me question whether or not they considered me as a trustworthy friend. No matter how many times I tried to explain my feelings to Aquarius the exclusion remained. I even remember Aquarius making me cry by telling me that my best friend and I weren't going to be friends forever. It was after this experince and not being invited to her parties (even though she had been at every single one of mine) that I realized Aquarius wasn't really my friend. She was nice and usually fun especially around our other mutual friends. But I never forgot the way she treated me. Luckily karma recently repayed me in the form of my best friend (of 11 years and counting) finally cutting aquarius out of our friend group. another postive thing that came from this negative person/time in my life is her block party being the reason my best friend and I met the fourth and probably final addition to our friend group. So thankful I no longer have to make nice with her and whatever random group of people she brought along with her.
And I can't forget your style or your Cynicism. Somehow it was like you were the First to Listen to everything we said. My smile's an open wound without you and my hands are tied to pages inked to bring you back.
february journal prompts 6. CHECK IN: How are your New Years goals coming along? Sorry,I missed yesterday, life distracted me. In regards to my goals they've been accomplished for the most part. I'm still working on finding a different job. I've also made new goals. Such as, buying John Mulaney's comedy album and hosting a listening party with my Squad. Another one, includes figuring out how I feel about a very special friend.