Okay guys if your reading this,
then, ive left.
I know last time that i said i was going to leave...and came back like the next day,
but this time its for real. I need a break off this site, for good.
Im going to miss all of you, especially Jess and Alvin. What can i say about these two beautiful gorgeous girls? I love them with all my heart<3x
And then there's conner who ill also miss so much:'(<3x
There is so many more people who im going to miss.
I dont care what you say,
im going to miss you
If your reading this
i just want you to know,
it was nice knowing you..
you were the best sisters i ever have
and it was a priviledge to talk to you, to share some memories and just to be your friend and i appreciate it.
I went to the doctors and they gave me anti depressant pills...so im on the mend. But i think its too late anyways :/
I also want you to know, that all of that hacking stuff? It wasnt me. Believe who you want, but im honestly telling the truth. Im not that sort of person.
But i dont care anymore,
Niamh, i love you<3x
Kitty, i love you<3x
Lauren, i love you<3x
I know how it feels to want to commit suicide. Trust me, ive been there, tried that. There's always that one person that stops you though. And if it wasn't for them people...i would be dead right now. In fact, i should be. My dad sends constant death threats and said i dont deserve to live, my bestfriend (so-called) told me im messed up and that i need to go see a doctor....well. What a wonderful life i have. I know how you feel all of you people out there going through what im going through. Seriously lemme explain.
Imagine you are walking through a deep dark tunnel, continuously engulfing you and grasping you, and you can't get out. When you do nothing it feels like you've done everything. Every teardrop is a waterfall. Every sad fake smile you put on so obviously fake is enriched in all its glory. And your walking through this tunnel and you cant get out, darkness is all around you, just READY to come and get you and take you away for ever and that after all the darkness there will be a light, so bright and so beautiful that will make all the pain you suffered worthwhile. But then there comes a light at the end of the tunnel, pulling you tightly back to life and holding you on, keeping you going. Yes the life you go back to is hard...but not as hard as before and then after that you feel some boost of energy that makes you feel like yes life is worth living and you only live once, so dont end it because you wont get another shot at life. Dont wish it away, or it'll be gone before you could just grasp it.
That is what i've gone through. And ALWAYS there is someone to be a light at the end of the tunnel. And some people go through with suicide because they dont have that person to save them and everyone deserves to have one person there for them, or they will go through with what wasnt meant to be.
look at her.. shes beautiful, smart and so funny.. she has amazing friends an amazing boyfriend and a family that would do anything for her.. she has a beautiful house and is one of the nicest people ive ever met.. shes perfect... did you know she cuts herself though?
Want to hear a sad song to cry to?:'( Lower than atlantis - another sad song Ed Sheeran - Small Bump Want a feel good one? The script - break even The script - man who cant be moved The script - for the first time Chris Brown - dont wake me up Great song? Katy Perry - Wide awake Maroon 5 - payphone Havent heard any?! LISTEN TO THEM!:D