EmilyHeartAche

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Member Since: 4 Aug 2011 03:05pm

Last Seen: 10 Jul 2013 12:32am

Birthday: June 14

Location: New York

Gender: F

user id: 203612

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 30, 2012 7:47pm UTC

My best friend just got put into a mental hospital today. She has to be one of the most strongest people I know. I love this girl. She is so amazing she deserves every single fave she gets on here,and every compliment because they are true.I miss her already and she hasn't even been gone for a whole day. I don't know when she is coming back but I know it will be soon. Wish her luck? Stay strong Julia I love you<3

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 25, 2012 11:58pm UTC

everyone always
leaves....

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EmilyHeartAche
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April 24, 2012 4:44pm UTC

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs & No one can hear me....

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 20, 2012 3:48pm UTC

Sorry I can't live
up to your expectations ....

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 19, 2012 9:19pm UTC

When people don't understand the hate I hold towards myself.....

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 14, 2012 1:51am UTC

Don't worry about a thing
Cause every little thing
Is gonna be
Alright....<3

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 13, 2012 7:58pm UTC

I'm scared to eat
I lost 2 pounds and I don'y want to gain it back....

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 13, 2012 1:25am UTC

I'm Okay
*highlight
I'm broken
I hate myself I'm fat I my body
Everyone hates me
I'm always mad I feel so alone no one cares about me
I hate feeling this way I'm worthless I'm stupid I'm paranoid
I cut myself almost everyday
I think my life is pointless
I over think I fail at life I'm depressed again I want help

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
April 11, 2012 2:41pm UTC

I have more scars then friends
fri

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 25, 2012 3:26pm UTC

It's nice to know that
My family will never accept me for who I really am.

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 16, 2012 9:24pm UTC

I'm disappointed in myself
All my time and effort for nothing...I gave in

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 11, 2012 5:51pm UTC

you can be addicted to a certain kind of sadness

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 10, 2012 11:57pm UTC

Those songs that bring back
all the bad memory's...

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 10, 2012 11:13pm UTC

realizing how much you miss someone and you just start crying....

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
March 6, 2012 11:24pm UTC

Demi is my idol so this is why I want to write this.
Ever since i was little I was never really happy with the way I looked. I used to be a little bigger then most of the girls in my class so I felt fat. I remember that I would stand in the mirror and look at myself and pointing out everything I hate. But over all I was a pretty happy child. I looked the same as everyone else and acted the same. In about 5th grade my parents started fighting a lot. I started dressing different from everyone else in 5th and they called me "emo" . My friends rejected me because they said I changed to munch . This is when I became depressed. I stopped laughing and smiling all the time. I was just an unhappy child. My parents fighting made it worse on me because sometimes it would be about me and my siblings. Then began middle school...6th grade had to be one of the worst years of my life. I became very depressed I got called emo,ugly,goth and more. I wasn't happy one day and I trusted no one. My "best friend" started calling me emo like everyone else. So I found new friends that are still my best friends till this day. That summer I stopped eating because I didn't feel good enough for anyone because I thought I was fat. I needed to find ways to cope with my pain so I stopped eating and I tried hurting myself. I stayed up all night and slept all day. I made sure I didn't eat a lot because if I did I would throw it up. 7th grade wasn't really that different besides that me and my friends got closer. I still got called names and I couldn't take it anymore.I started hurting myself to make myself feel better....and it worked. I loved that it made me feel better but I hated hiding the cuts and scars from people. I tired killing 3 or 4 times that year but it never worked. I felt trapped . I thought no one cared about and no one would miss me. But I stopped cutting for a while because I started getting happier but of course the depression started again. And now this year the depression hasn't gotten much better and I no longer cut but I want to most of the time. I still feel ugly and fat . It's hard eating food for me because if I eat I think it's just going to make me fat right away. My depression has drove me to the point where I cant take it anymore. I thought I was going insane . But I am dealing with it. My friends have helped me through a lot and i'm so thankful for all of them because honestly if I didn't meet them I probably wouldn't be here

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
February 29, 2012 6:44pm UTC

I don't want your help I want you to understand

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
February 29, 2012 5:06pm UTC

When I look at myself I honestly just
want to cry. I hate every single thing about
myself. I'm just fat and ugly. No one can
change how I feel .

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 8:53pm UTC

Some people say i'm
Crazy , But they only say
That because I have a
different reality then
There's

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 3:50pm UTC

No one will ever care about me. I just want to tell my parents everything but I cant. I'm to afraid of there reaction . Scared that they would tell everyone and make me go talk to someone. I just want to be happy . But maybe I never will be. Maybe thats not in my plan for life. Maybe I should just go kill myself. Not that anyone would care. No one would miss me. One day I'll have enough courage to end my life.

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EmilyHeartAche
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 3:40pm UTC

One day i'll have enough
courage and just end it all

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