Okay, now, I know no-one will read, but please, I just need to get this out.
It all started a few weeks ago. Me and my friend Sara were noticing
that one of our friends was starting to act like a complete sl*t. By
this, I mean walking around in miniature shirts, short-short skirts, opening her shirt so everyone could just see everything falling out, etc. She made a huge drama about everything, and if she didn't get 'enough' attention, she would get mad at everyone. Since I really care about her, I had a talk with her, saying that she was changing completely, and that if she'd rather become this kind of person, I wouldn't really want to hang out with her anymore. She brought up this whole story that she hated her life, that she wanted to cut herslef, and 'I have my own problems.' (Later, she admitted that she never wanted to cut herself at all.) She's the freaking queen bee of our school, and I understand that she has problems too, but I felt bad. My best friend was turning into someone she said she'd never be.
That's not all, though. We all had a talk together, and it washed away. But not for long. My friend Sara and my bestie were hanging out a lot together, without me. We used to be like the three musketeers, all together, all the time. But then it changed. They were always walking around with the two of them at lunch, always giggling together in class, and if I asked what was happening, they'd be like, 'Fleur, you don't need to know everything.' I felt really left out. They keep calling me a 'goodie,' because I don't drink. They are both only 13, and act like freaking 16-year-olds. I feel bad about this all the time, but I decided it wasn't really that bad; they weren't completely ignoring me. Untill a few days ago, when the bucket just tipped. We're all in 7th grade, and my friend Bex (the one I was talking about earlier) has a boyfriend (which I used to have a major crush on, and he told me he liked me back, but it was all just a fake. Now my friend dates him like nothing every happened.) Her boyfriend invited her to his friend's 8th grade graduation-party, and my friend Sara was also invited. Not a problem at all; they could go there and have fun, I don't care. But guess what my friend Bex did? She came to me on facebook and said,
Bex: "Me and Sara are having a sleepover!"
Me: "Oh fun :)"
Bex: "I know you don't actually find it fun. Smileys lie."
Bex: "Anyway, we're also going to a party together! :D"
Now, she didn't talk to me for a while, and every time I try talking to her, she just cuts me of and ignores me. She and Sara just asked me to delete a whole album of pictures on facebook, with a few pictures of them just because they 'didn't look pretty.'
Sorry for wasting your time, but please help me. What the hell do I do?
DushiiFleur