What's going on?
Help me.
I'm basiclly getting harrased and bullied inside of school everyday and sometimes outside of school and my school doesn't want to believe me. I keep writting these venting quotes for everyone to wake up and realize what I'm really going through. I keep adding things in about "suicide" for them to notice what the hell I go through everyday in school and maybe they will believe me more. I don't know what it is that I have to do for them to know the truth of what really goes on. I don't want to go to school anymore until they tell me they believe me, until something is done and I don't just mean going seperate ways in the hall's because it just follows me outside of school. Something needs to be done because I am sick and tired of getting laughed at, humiliated, made fun of, and stared at while I walk down the halls. I am sick of being outside of school and getting stared at and laughed at. I am being so nice about this to, when I could get everyone who does this to me probably exspelled from school or introuble with cops for illegal issues that I know they do or seen them do, but I'm being nice and I'm starting to realize why be nice when all there doing to me is making me look like a lier. I feel like I have no other choice but to agree to everything they say because I feel like telling the truth is just a big waist of my time since they never believe me. What do I have to do to make everyone believe I'm getting harrased by a few juniors. Their 17 I'm 14, I'm sorry but am I the only person who find's something wrong with that? I'm just a freshmen and I don't think that I should have to go to school everyday getting harrased by juniors and making them make me go into the bathroom and cry. Then yesterday I got threatened for this to go on my college applications/records and stuff but I don't understand I'm getting harrased so bad and no one will help me, writting this stuff is the only way I can get people to notice what is going on. And yeah, there is no proof that I am getting harrased but why would I put time into writting all these long things, what do people think it's cause I'm bored and have no life? I get about 2 hours of homework, I don't get home from school until late most of them times because of clubs and I'm on wittyprofiles wrtting these really long things that I am hoping someone will notice and someone will help me. I'm almost failing school because I am trying to get someone to notice what is happening. This is what's going on everyday and I am so sick of it. Am I the one who has to get cops involved to have something done about this? Last time I checked bullying was against the law, so why is everyone who is bullying me getting away with it, even when I bring it to someone's attention. And I'm pretty much writting this right now to bring it to someones attention once again but I bet it's just a waist of time because I'll go back to school monday and I will get harrased and I will be outside of school monday or sometime next week and I will get stared at and laughed at from inside of there car with their friends, It's been going on since the middle of November. I guess it's something I got to get use to it since nothing wants to be done about it. I just want to go to school and be happy and be able to talk to all my friends about stuff other than getting harrased in the hall way, and if everything that I am telling people wasn't true than why would I be complaining to my friends about it every single day. I remember the first day of high school I hated it because I had no idea where I was going, everything was completly new and I got so use to it, I joined many clubs, I thought about doing sports, my grades were the best they ever been and I just loved it, I started to do announcements and of course I had some rough patches along the way but I still loved high school and I wanted it to make it the best 4 years of my lfie but now it's like everything is falling apart. I'm not in as many clubs as I was in, I hate going to school because I get pratically bullied, my grades are going down because I'm just so emotionally and mentally tired when I get home from school that all I want to do is sleep or I'm trying to write something on facebook or witty to get the attention of someone that could help me and do soemthing about this and those rough patches I would have once in awhile, they happen every single day about 4-5 times a day. If nothing gets done then I really do not know what I'm going to have to do for someone to believe what's really going on. I just want it all to stop. All I'm asking is to do something about it besides changing hall way routes because if It's not going to happen in school then it's just going to happen more outside of school and when I leave school that is my freedom of getting away from everything I go through, but latley it seems like I can't even have that kind of freedom. Now all I do is stay up inside my room because I'm scared that I'm going to see someone again and there just going to laugh at me and stare at me and talk about me from inside of their car or someone is just going to show up at my house again. I remember the day this all started I got a text saying that they were going to make my life a living hell, well they weren't lying they really are trying to make my life a living hell, I still have the text. I'm scared to see what's next. I need something done before it could possibly get worst.