DevieWevie

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So yeah...
Hello there(:
My name is Devon
I'm 18! :D
I'm a California girl.
Born and raised.
I started this profile when I was 15.
I wanted to share some things I've leaarned.

DevieWevie
posted a quote
April 6, 2012 1:56am UTC

Hi, I'm Devon.
When I was a baby, my mom and dad split up.
My mom remarried when I was around 5 or 6.
I had a pretty good childhood I suppose.
Except, I used to throw really bad fits.
I know what you're thinking, "Who doesn't around that age?"
Well, mine lasted until I was probably 10 or 11.
That was around the time I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
Things were a bit rocky after that, but I managed.
Then, last year when I was 14, I went from being sort of depressed all the time, to extremely depressed all the time.
I started self harming.
In May of 2011, I was admitted into a mental hospital for 5 days.
I got myself back on track, and I was fine.
Until August of 2011.
I started self harming again due to my newly found attraction in my best friend who's a girl.
However, in November I confessed to her that I was bisexual.
She confided in me that she was the same.
Skip to January 13th of 2012.
That was the day I asked her out.
That was also the day she said yes.
Things were good.
We both struggled with eating disorders together and self harm.
Unfortunately, on March 11th 2012, she took her own life.
I've remained cut free for a few months now, but it's increasingly difficult with her being gone and such.
Thank you for reading.♥

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
March 15, 2012 1:23pm UTC

I need my witty girls right now.
On Monday, my best friend committed suicide.
All I really need is someone to talk to.
Even if you've never know what I'm going through.
Please, anyone?
Even just a fav to let me know I'm not alone would help.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
February 3, 2012 12:00am UTC

Everyday I fight a war against myself.
A war to wake up.
A war to get out of bed.
A war to be grateful for having another day.
It's hard.
So, so hard.
It's easy for people to say they understand, and maybe to some extent they do.
But, do they know how it feels to be depressed, have low self esteem, have anxiety, and self image issues, be bipolar, struggle with self harm?
Do they know how it feels to be so uncomfortable in their own skin that they push people away from them?
Do they know how it feels to sit there and see your best friend, the person you're in love with, struggle with all the same things as you?
Or how it feels to not know how to help them without sounding like a hypocrite?

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
February 2, 2012 8:59pm UTC

I just want to bleed and never stop.
I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I just want to die.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
August 31, 2011 9:09pm UTC

Harry Potter or die

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
August 30, 2011 11:45pm UTC

But you were too stupid to see
she was right in front of you

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
August 30, 2011 11:32pm UTC

You love her, and I get it.
But I want you.
I want your smile looking into my face.
I want your body pressed against mine while we dance stupidly.
I want your hand in mine as we run around screaming.
I want your lips against mine while we laugh about nothing.
But most of all,
I want you to be mine.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
July 23, 2011 3:59am UTC

Always know that I have a special place for you in my little wasted heart.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
March 9, 2011 10:44pm UTC

I honestly cannot remember why I fell for you in the first place.
I mean, look at who you've become.
It's shameful, really.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
March 9, 2011 10:37pm UTC

It's okay, feel free to stand there and watch me hurt after you destroyed me piece by piece.
I mean, that is what you do best.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
March 7, 2011 7:23pm UTC

She's the kind of girl that doesn't know
Who to love anymore.
‹3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
January 25, 2011 10:37pm UTC

Life is not about the last relationship you were in, the last heartbreak, or the last mistake you made.
You have to get past that and prepare yourself for the next one.
The next love, the next goal, for the rest of your life.
Just remember life goes on, there is always something else.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
January 21, 2011 9:12pm UTC

Every time I look in your eyes I'm reminded of why I fell for you in the first place.
And then I remember everything you put me through.
I lied to myself when I said you were worth it.
Your were never, ever worth this.
‹|3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
January 19, 2011 10:08pm UTC

I'm only a tease because it keeps me from getting hurt.
<|3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
January 13, 2011 9:19pm UTC

Your not missing much.
Just me loving you.
But I'll be leaving this small town soon.
And all I'll be is another memory.
‹|3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
January 12, 2011 11:44pm UTC

I hope you turn into a zombie.
Cause then I can stab you in the back,
like you did to me
<|3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
December 27, 2010 12:34am UTC

I'm not ready to love again.
My scars just started healing.
<|3

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
December 19, 2010 7:42pm UTC

Yeah, I love you.
But I love you with the kind of love that's been kicked in the stomach.
The kind of love that's seen and heard too much.
Love that is twisted because of all the things you did to me.
Yeah, I love you.

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
December 11, 2010 5:03pm UTC

Friends:
-" I HATE YOU!"
-" I HATE YOU TOO!"
Bestfriends:
-" I HATE YOU!"
-" I LOVE YOU TOO!!"
Ahh, love(:

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DevieWevie
posted a quote
November 30, 2010 8:24pm UTC

We never really dated, but we were amazing friends.
Although I think I'm quite over you, sometimes, I can't help but think that there will never be anyone as perfect for me as you.
You were too big of a fool to have known that.

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