I was depressed for two year,
during that time period I was self harming,
and I was suicidal.
We're only human and we're all bound to be depressed, or just sad at some point in
our lives. So I can't sit here and tell you to snap out of it, because that basically
physcially impossible to do. I believe that being depressed is caused by a chemical
imbalance in the brain, and that's what a lot of doctors told me depression was,
so I'm just gonna float with it. But I am a firm believer of that theory. No, you cannot
help that fact that you are depressed, as stated up there, but you can help yourself by
not cutting yourslf, burning yourself, starving yourself, throwing up meals, or anything
to intentionally harm yourself, your body and your mind. I know that it's hard to not
do those things because. they are in fact addictions, and addictions are hard, very hard to beat.
BUT, they're not impossible to beat! Anything is possible if you just believe, as corny and as
tacky as that sounds. So next time you feel like cutting your pretty little body, write on my profile.
And if I'm not online to receive the message, write about it. Write your problems down.
Make a quote on Witty about it if need be, that's okay, you're allowed. Color, scribble,
draw, go for a walk, do whatever it is in your power to stop yourself.
And to those of you who starve themselves, and skip meals, that's an addiction also,
and you also can't help that just like a self harmer can't help but self harm when things get bad.
But next time you feel lik vomiting up your meal, keep it down.
Do me a favor, now, please? Get up, and go look in the mirror and tell yourself, as many times as
you'd like, that you are beautiful. I know you've heard it many times before and probably don't
believe it, but you should because it's the gosh darn truth, darling.
I love you, I care about you, I'm here.