ive been messed with, let down, and played too many times. i wonder what people think of me too much, and im way too judgmental. my heart is big, but i have my selfish moments. i love to be in big groups, but i love to be alone sometimes too. every song on my ipod has some special memory or regret behind it. i dont like going through old pictures, because i always miss what used to be way to much. i tend to over think things and trust way too many people, even when i know i shouldnt. i have the people id love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people i wish could just disappear forever. i hate the word goodbye, and i often wish i didnt exist. i hate liars, though i lie myself. i have secrets hidden that even i dont know. im still finding things about myself, so dont be so quick to judge me.