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Recently, I let my best friend go. He was everything to me. It was a stupid mistake, and I can't take it back.
This account is for letters to him. Every day we're not together, my goal is to write a letter. This letter might be good.
It also might be bad. Either way, it'll express my feelings for him while we're apart. If I ever get him back, I'll show him this account.
Please, Witty sisters. Pray for me. I wouldn't wish heartbreak on anybody. If you need advice, I'm happy to try and help. (:
If you just need someone to listen, I'll listen. No hate. No judging. Thankyou.
The worst feeling in the world is realizing you meant nothing to someone who means everything to you. </3
Never let go of someone who means the world to you. ♥

It also might be bad. Either way, it'll express my feelings for him while we&#39;re apart. If I ever get him back, I'll show him this account.
Please, Witty sisters. Pray for me. I wouldn't wish heartbreak on anybody. If you need advice, I'm happy to try and help. (:
If you just need someone to listen, I'll listen. No hate. No judging. Thankyou.
The worst feeling in the world is realizing you meant nothing to someone who means everything to you. </3
This account is for letters to him. Every day we're not together, my goal is to write a letter. This letter might be good.
It also might be bad. Either way, it'll express my feelings for him while we&#39;re apart. If I ever get him back, I'll show him this account.
Please, Witty sisters. Pray for me. I wouldn't wish heartbreak on anybody. If you need advice, I'm happy to try and help. (:
If you just need someone to listen, I'll listen. No hate. No judging. Thankyou.
The worst feeling in the world is realizing you meant nothing to someone who means everything to you. </3
  1. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    June 22, 2012 10:22am UTC
    Dea r Jason Lee,
    I had a dream about you last night. I woke up, hurting, and "Drunk On You" was on the radio; I almost cried. I came in the living room, and one of my "Annie" movies were lying on the floor. Yeah, it hurts too. I think about the last time you kissed me; I should've kissed you again. There's nothing I can do or say to make you change your mind, or come back. Nothing at all. &I hate that. How can you just drop everything with someone you once cared about, and expect them to just move on? How.. could you look at me, and not feel anything? I wish I knew all of the right things to say. I wish, that I had magic powers or something, to get you to change your mind. I wish, that you'd just come back and fix my heart, since you're the reason it's in pieces. I don't know what to do. I've told you before, I'll tell you again; I'm lost. So lost.. I could think of soooo many songs to sing to you, to play for you, to send you a link to listen to, and they would explain so many things, so very perfectly. But I won't.. Not all at once. But every now and then, I'm gonna message you. No matter how much I end up wishing I hadn't, or whatever you might say back, or even if you don't write back at all. As long as I cross your mind, I won't complain. If I could go back, to a year and a half ago, before the fighting, when we were truly happy, I wouldn't change a thing. Except for myself. Because I can't look at you and not see everything I've ever wanted. I can't look at you, and feel nothing but fireworks, and then pain. I can't just let go.. and I can't just expect you to hold on. But it's just like I told you. I'm gonna keep having hope, because you never give up on something that means something to you; In this case, everything to me. Every wish, all of my prayers, every dream, every ounce of hope; I'm gonna be right here waiting, just.. "secretly" begging for you to change your mind. But I'm gonna try not to wear my heart out on my sleeve like this. It hasn't really ever gotten me anywhere. You better believe, that if I wanna say something, I'll say it. &You can ask me anything; I'm an honest person. I'll give you a straight up answer, because sometimes, I'm just not afraid anymore. I have my strong days, where I think I'm finally gonna be okay. Then I have days like every day of this past week, where I just fall apart if someone asks me about you. And I can't help it, because that's the effect you had on me. If by any chance, or miracle, you actually read this.. let me know? You don't have to say anything, except just for that you read it. You know, exactly who you are.. There's so much more that I'd like to say.. but I won't. I feel like, this.. is enough for now. I miss you.. so much.
    I love you, so much. ♥
    -Breanna.
    6.22.12

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  3. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 26, 2012 1:19pm UTC
    Dea r Jason Lee,
    So, you didn't call me last night like you said you would. But that's okay. This just means that you have to wait longer for your surprise. (: I hope the voicemail put a smile on your face this morning. I love you, so much. &I wanted to make it clear that I love the way you love me. I love how this is all getting better. I love how I can look up to something. Look forward to things. I just wish you'd come back home. ♥ I'll be patient. Because love is patient, even when it's hard. I have many secrets to tell you. Please keep me forever? (:
    I love you baby.
    -Breanna.
    5.26.12

  4. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 24, 2012 3:09pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    You did it. You said what I needed you to say. You told me you care. Why was that so hard? I'm sitting here crying right now. You left.. You won't talk. You said it was excuses.. Just come back and talk to me. :'( Find a way to call me. Cause I know you've been texting, which means your phone is just fine.. Fix.this.with.me. I don't wanna leave. I just want you to treat me better.. You change so much when you're not around me. Let me talk. Let me listen. That means, you gotta listen, and you gotta talk back. Just.. call me.. or come to me.. I don't really care what it is, as long as you're still mine.. The only thing that hurts is that you didn't care if I left or not. You kinda pushed me away again, by saying "then..leave." That hurts.. a lot. </3
    Open your eyes, you crazy boy..
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.24.12

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    May 23, 2012 6:53pm UTC
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  6. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 23, 2012 6:43pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    I just wanted to say, thank you. Thank you for showing me you care. Thank you for writing me at the end of our break. Thank you for calling me and talking to me. Thank you for telling me you love me. Thank you for telling me you missed me. Thankyou for telling me that you understand. Thankyou for giving me reasons to trust you. Thank you for not playing me. Thank you for staying up all night to talk to me. Thank you for spending time with me. Thank you for being the reason I've had a great day. Thank you for reminding me why I fell in love with you. Thank you for not forgetting me. Thank you for keeping your promises. Thank you for not replacing me. Thank you for putting me first. Thank you for making me feel like I'm worth something to you. Thank you for proving to me that my heart hasn't gone through hell for no reason. Thank you for letting me open my eyes to see that this pain was all worth it. Thank you for letting me know that you acknowledge my existance. Thank you for everything.
    NOT.
    Yeah. Thanks for breaking my heart into millions of pieces all over again.
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.23.12

  7. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 21, 2012 9:26pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    It's getting better, all the time. This little break, is kind of.. exactly what I needed. It hurt, at first. But I've kept myself busy, and I've smiled and laughed a LOT. I've had a lot of time to think. I'm gonna talk to you about this.. whether you like it or not. In my head, everything is okay. My heart is still a little broken. But I keep feeling like we can be such a more happier couple than we've ever been, if we can just get over everything. Yes, both of us.
    I know this is a venting-to-you account, so not many people are gonna ♥ this like my regular quotes. I wanted to point that out to you. (:
    Jason.. I need you to understand.. that I've realized I've been uptight. But you have, too. I'm gonna be better. I feel like, I've been blessed these past few days. I texted you, even though I wasn't supposed to. You never texted back. I didn't expect you to, since I told you you didn't have to.. but I still hoped you would've; it was really important to me.
    I'm trying to teach myself to be.. happy. less uptight. less jealous. less dependent. I feel like having the time away from you and every other stress I've had on my shoulders lately, has given me time to really figure out who I am. But who I am isn't always who I wanna be. And even though it's been two days, I've been a lot happier than usual.
    I do miss you, baby. I wish you'd come back, so we can go on cute, fun little dates together. I'd make you smile so much, I swear. (: I wish there was a summer where you'd stay home for me. Lol. I'm not trying to be selfish, I just.. I see everyone else kiss their boyfriends. I see everyone else making cute little Facebook statuses about how they had sooooo much fun with thier significant other. All their little pictures.
    I want that back. (: I want, my boyfriend back. I find that I think about you a little less. You might see it as a bad thing, but it's definitely not. I have less headaches than I usually do. I've encountered a physical problem, that I can tell you about soon. But it's not your fault, or anyone elses.
    Jason.. I'm only gonna ask you a few times; Three times, exactly, before I don't ask you anymore. I wish you'd call me. Call me like you used to. It doesn't have to automatically be for hours. But I wouldn't mind if it gradually built up for that. I feel like that made us stronger.
    One more thing? I'll find a way to start over. I'll talk to you, in person, and I'll try my absolute hardest to COMPLETELY trust you. But there's.. a really important condition.
    You can't give me a reason not to trust you. Cause as soon as you do, it's all going back to where we are now. I wanna progress. I see these movies on tv all the time, where these kids get engaged and happily married, whether they're in high school or not? I want that. I want it to be easy, like we thought it was gonna be at first.
    I honestly, honestly, honestly believe, that we can work to be everything we wanted to be. Everything we used to be. We can get that back. We can make that better. I'm being.. more optimistic about stuff than I ever have been before. &I like that. I'm sure you will, too.
    Have a little faith in me. ♥
    I love you, so much baby.
    -Breanna.
    5.21.12

  8. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 20, 2012 8:15pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    I can't believe.. that you said all the things that you said to me.. When I think of your name, or close my eyes and see your face, I get a ton of mixed emotions. I love you so much.. but I also can't stand you sometimes. I thought you loved me. But honestly, after the other night, I don't even know why you're with me. Right now, we're taking a break. &It really hurts. But I'm getting over it. I'll NEVER be able to forget the things you said to me. How could you do that to me? I've NEVER talked to you like that. I've NEVER made you feel so low and worthless. I still wanna be with you. I'm not leaving. But the thing is, I don't know why I'm not, when you've given me every reason to. I wish you could see, how badly you treat me a lot of the time.. I wanna say so much to you. But you won't say anything to me. I hope all this gets better. That's the only reason I'm sane. The only reason I'm holding on. One of the only reasons I haven't left. It's because of hope. I keep hoping and hoping and hoping and praying and hoping some more, that things will change and get better. You're spending your summer getting high. I'm spending mine at the waterpark, going out to dinners, bonfires, pool parties, and movies, with my other friends. I wish you could see how much I love you. I wish you could see how much I care. I wish you could see how I want you to get better, and how I wish you'd treat me like your real princess. Cause believe me, if I was a real princess? I would've ordered my knights to off with your head. Lol. I can't let you go. I don't wanna be without you. My head says to stay away, but my heart only pulls you closer. I want it to be like the other day, except, every day. I'd do anything for you, in a heart beat. I'd give you anything, and everything, if only I could. It's gonna suck waiting for Tuesday, so we can talk. But I'm not texting you first.. because I don't wanna get on your nerves. I told you, baby. I'll change for you, for myself, for the better. But I need you to change too. And don't worry. I'm never gonna do that thing again. I promise. ♥ Just stay with me, and always be there like I need you to be.
    Muah! :*
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.20.12

  9. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 19, 2012 1:04pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    I have a feeling this is gonna be a really long letter, because I have a lot to say. That girl? I don't even know what to think about her. She says she's got a boyfriend, and you both say you're just friends.. but you deleted the messages, video chatted waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay early in the morning, and she put hearts by your name, and the statuses.. Even Jordyn said you were choosing her over me. :( I'm SORRY that I f*cking got jealous. If you were in my situation, you would probably feel the same exact way. &You cussed me out! :'( How could you do that to me? You made me feel like pure sh*t, and there was nothing I could do about it. You tell me you love me, at least once a day. You call me baby. You're supposed to care about me. How could you talk to someone you care about, like that? How could you continuously break my heart, and not give two craps? :'( That really made me trust you less. I wish you knew me, now. I'm not the same person I was ten months ago. I'm upset all the time, for various reasons. I know I'm not perfect. You're not either! But it feels like you think that you're doing absolutely nothing wrong, and that I'm the absolute bad guy. I'm awkwardly proportioned. My hair isn't always fixed the way I want it to be. I don't wear fifty tons of make up. I don't have the most beautiful face around. I'm not the skinniest. I'm not the smartest. My eyes aren't amazing. I worry too much. I overanalyze and think too much. I have trust issues. I get hurt easier than I get mad. There are a LOT of things wrong with me. I can't help it if I'm not always independently strong on my own. You only know half of my story. If I let you all the way in.. you would leave. :( I want you to make that list. The person I am now, isn't who I want to be. But I can't get better for myself or anyone else, if everything keeps going wrong. I'm a detailed person. I pay attention to the little things. I know I'm gonna change. After I get everything worked out and learn to move on from my family issues and friend issues, and.. well, everything, issues. I wanna be the free spirited girl that I used to be. I'm gonna change. I have to, and I'm going to. I'm gonna be better. But you have to change, too. The guy you are now, is not the same guy I fell in love with. You don't do all the little things that you used to. Those little things are the ones I paid attention to. Remember? You promised you'd write me a poem by the end of the week. It never came. You used to make promises, and KEEP them, no matter what. You used to write me little notes, and cute little statuses about me. You used to tell me EVERY DAY how much I mean to you. But you don't do that anymore. I need to know things, Jason. Things that every girl needs to hear from their special someone. I need you to tell me I'm beautiful, when I'm a mess. I need you to let me KNOW how important I am to you. I need REASSURANCE that I'm everything you want, and that I don't have to worry about any other girl. I need to know that you're always gonna be there for me. I need to hear that you love me, and that I'm everything to you. We both know I'm insecure. But, did you ever stop to think that maybe you're the reason why? You never tell me any of this stuff. So if I don't think it, and you don't tell me, how in the world am I supposed to believe it? You. Have. To. Tell. Me. How. Much. You. Care. That's all I need. Everything that I just said, is exactly what I need. I need you to put me first, always. I need you to let me be your number one. Let me in, don't be a freaking stranger to me anymore. Stop cutting me off. Stop leaving me whenever you're mad. Talk to me about stuff. Talk to me about everything. Don't give me reasons to not trust you. Help me build up our relationship again. If you'd do all this, I wouldn't ask you to call me. But I wouldn't have to ask you to call me in the first place, if you just would. "I told you, I don't like talking on the phone anymore." Even when I'm CRYING and f*cking need you? That's when I feel the most alone. That's when I'm the most vulnerable. Jason, I wish you could see what society has done to me. I want my boyfriend back. Not this stranger that I have now. I love you more than anything, Jason. You KNOW exactly how I feel about you, because I TELL you, every day. Assure me. Change back for me, and I'll make the difference for you..
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.19.12

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    May 17, 2012 11:37pm UTC
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  11. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 15, 2012 6:31pm UTC
    Dea r Jason Lee,
    So, different title thing. Like it? (: Haha. Well.. You're leaving tomorrow. It's.. a pretty scary thing, honestly. You know how I feel about it, but.. you don't know the full extent to how hard it is to just.. pretend like it doesn't hurt as much as it does. Cause, Friday morning.. I just wanted three little things, and one, you didn't wanna even try to work out with me. But.. I guess I can't really prevent you from doing whatever you want. I just.. wish you'd remember me, and how it'll affect me too.
    I don't know how to be something you miss. I don't know how to make you feel lucky. I don't know how to get you to not be able to wait to come home to me. But I'm gonna try. I'm gonna try like crazy. Over the summer, I wanna get you something amazing. I wanna plan a big day for when you come back, hopefully before school. I can see it now.
    I'd be waiting somewhere, like at the park or something. You'd walk up, and see me, and I'd run&jump in your arms, while you spin me around like your princess. Then after I hug&Kiss you til you can't think straight, I can give you everything I've gotten you.
    I know you hate it, but I actually enjoy spending all my money on you. I wanna start running, every day. Because, well, lol, there's a few reasons, actually. I wanna tone my butt! Lol. It'll look better, then. :P &I wanna work on my cardio stuff. &For Jrotc, it'll be easier for me to run with you. &If it comes down to it, I'll be able to run to you. (:
    If I'm prettier, will you love me more? I know I worry way too much. But I'm a girl. It's what I do, broseph. I'm always gonna fear you replacing me, or finding better. But whenever we're physically together, it's like I don't have a single worry in the world. I feel safe in your arms. I dream about you often. I think about you all the time. About the past. About the present. About the future.
    I wanna wake up one day and look at you, next to me. I wanna wake up and smile, because I can call you my husband. I wanna fall asleep in your arms, and wake up by your side. I want you to love me like I love you, except more, like you say, but I refuse to believe.
    There are so many things that I just can't wait for. Like Florida! (: I might be getting a job this summer, at Sonic! I'm a little nervous about the rollerskates, but I'll get used to it after a while. (:
    Oh, hey, guess what? I love you. So much. ♥ Have I told you lately how lucky I am to call you mine? Have I told you lately, that you're everything to me? My entire world, revolves around you and your pretty face. I can't wait to watch all of those chick flicks with you, and finish Titanic, and everything. (: I. Can't. Wait. Baby.
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.15.12

  12. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 13, 2012 9:09am UTC
    Dear Jason,
    So, I have to say you are the absolute best boyfriend in the entire world. Every girl should be jealous of what I have, because I don't know any other guy that would do the things you do, for their girlfriends. I owe you quite a long letter for not writing for a few days. It's been pretty hard, with my grandma in the hospital. I'm supposed to go see her today. I know it's Mother's Day, but.. I don't know if I have it in me. I gotta tell you something, by the way. Guess since it's only 9 AM, I'll have to wait til you wake up. Lol. Well, it's not really a laughing matter.. but whatever.
    So, yesterday was absolutely amazing. For sooo many reasons. The obvious one, which was scary at first and then grrrreeeeaaaatttt like Frosted Flakes the second. The fact that you watched The Notebook with me, well.. tried, anyways. &That you held me and watched most of Titanic with me! Like who does that? You do, cause you're amazing. But please don't watch the rest of it without me. Haha.
    I'm sorry about the ending of our perfect day. I had a dream last night, that he came to talk to you and was like, "Lol, no it's fine. This is how IIIII do it sometimes.." and then told you stories, instead of yelling at you and blahblahblah. Then I woke up at like 8 something, and was like, "Maaah. :(" because I know that's not how it's gonna happen. I feel like your mom hates me, even though she said she doesn't. Words tell a different story.
    I'm sorry you were so angry. I should've just let you eat. Lol. But.. it's okay. I'm okay. It'll all be okay, just like you said. &When I went home? OHMYGOSH! ;asldkfj;asldk! That kiss was amazing. (: The day was like.. a romance movie, but, especially that kiss. &The fact that you said you've wanted to try that for a long time, really makes me happy. Especially since I sent you a picture in our group thingy to show you what it was. (:
    You drive me crazy, kid. We have great taste in music. Haha. I love how you sang with me. (: And I loveeee how you gave me a lot of attention. &Every time you would tell me how much I mean to you, it's like nothing else on the planet didn't matter.
    This is a pretty long letter, don't you think? I love you baby. But I need to go on my other account so I can make some quotes. (: You're the best. I hope you're sleeping well, and I'm gonna miss you so freaking much when you go out of state for the entire summer. ♥
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.13.12

  13. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 6, 2012 8:57am UTC
    Dear Jason,
    I love you so much. &I'm the absolute happiest girl in the world, because of you. I honestly thought I would never get you back, that you were done. But you proved me wrong, and you're mine. ♥ &I'm yours. ♥ I won't let you down. Everything I told you yesterday, I meant 100%. I'm gonna make, and keep you happy. This is gonna be easier than the past. I'm not gonna be so uptight. I'll take it easy, we're just teenagers, remember? We can have fun. But, I'm just sooooo happy, because of you.
    Why are you still crying?
    I'm just, so happy!
    I couldn't believe it was happening. I think I'm gonna keep this account, so I can write you whenever I feel like it, and know that you'll have the opportunity to read them. :) I don't even know what to say, because words cannot express what I'm currently feeling. ♥
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.6.12

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    May 5, 2012 12:39pm UTC
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  16. Dear_Jason Dear_Jason
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    May 4, 2012 7:55pm UTC
    Dear Jason,
    I've decided I'm gonna try to write you a letter every day until we're together again. Even if it means the rest of my life. Today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm glad you're still in my life. But just being best friends is hard, and I can't do it. I have to get you back. I'm just waiting, hoping.. praying, for you to miss me. To call me. I need you. I love you. I miss you. I cried, literally, all day yesterday until 2:00 am when I finally fell asleep. I keep seeing tv commercials and couples that are happy together and getting married soon. To be honest, it's so hard without you. It's hard not to cry all the time. I keep thinking about how you said when we were 18, you'd prove to me that you love me. I still want that, and I never stopped. When I think of my future, I see you standing in front of me, smiling, with your hand on my belly, to let our little one know Daddy's home. Jason, every time I think of you, I can't think of us being apart. I want sooo badly for you to come back and be with me.. All those things we planned to do? I'll never do them at all, if I can't do them with you. You're my happiness, my motivation, my reason, my life, my future.. It breaks my heart to think I have no chance of getting you back. You "said" you were done.. but every 11:11 and 12:34 wish will be (and has always been) spent on you. Every wish, every hope, every prayer, is for you. You mean so much to me. I can't let you go.. I want you to be with me. We can start all over, and be happy together again.. This wasn't the way our love story was supposed to end. Please come back.. please, please, don't leave me..
    I love you.
    -Breanna.
    5.4.12

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