what really hurts the most?
when you used to have a best friend that you would hang out with all the time,
but then they slowly forgot you,
moved on,
they dont even really talk to you anymore.
and all you can think is,
what did i do wrong?
when you know you didnt do anything wrong at all.
but secretly you feel like your gonna lose all your other friends to.
you don feel good enough anymore
you wish you had that friend back.
you have new best friend now, and thier amazing.
but you cant help but feel they might leave to.
what happened to hanging out practically every weekend, being like sisters, being inseprable. doing EVERYTHING together.
talking till early in the morning.
texting all day
what happened to our friendship.
and how could you just let it slip away?
and you probably dont even know.
how bad it hurts me.
cause you know what,
i could never forget you.
you were family.
but where are you now?
they say friends come and go,
but ithought you would stay forever.
i guess i was wrong.
thats what i get for trusting people.
and you didnt even metion anything, a reason you didnt want to be friends.
you just stop talking to me.
i remember when we would say we were gonna go to the same collge.
and live together.
what happened to that now?
and thats what really hurts the most.
knowing that we were so close, then having to watch you walk away.
i thought it was friends till the end?