I know this isn't pretty and it's long, but please read it x
Okay, so this is the conversation I just had with the guy I like..
Him: Your friend keeps sending me hate mail...
Me: Sorry, she's trying to send you hate messages to bully you into liking me. I told her not to, but she isn't listening..
Him: Tell her it didn't work.
Me: Okay.
This is after a conversation that I just had with my dad, who told me that he is so depressed that he wants to commit suicide. I told my crush about what my dad said...
Him: just tell him to man up.
Me: Hahaha or not :L
Him: You're right. You should shout it! :D
Me: ahaha i actually just lol'd.
Him: Good. Next time I see you, you're getting the biggest hug ever, okay?
Me: Okay :')
Him: I'm so tired..
Me: Go to sleep then, I don't want to keep you awake talking about something you couldn't care less about :)
Him: I could care less. In fact I couldn't care more. I just want you to be happy.
Me: Really?
Him: Yes. Now, let's play a game to take your mind off of it :)
---Even though he doesn't like me as more than a friend, the fact that he cares gives me hope. You have no idea how close I was to self harming when he told me he didn't like me, but the fact that he stayed online all night to take my mind off my dad's depression stopped me. Never lose hope witty girls, there's someone out there who cares about you, too. And to those still reading, I LOVE YOU. ---