yes, i love lady gaga. fuck yourself if you don't love her. yeaaaah;)
3 more years until i get to finally meet him.
i don't like being judged, okay?
i'd walk the whole 1, 039 miles if i could. I cannot wait to meet you. Good things come to those who wait, right? well, it better because i'm waiting whole 3 years.
i'm not in the mood to write anymore about myself.
no matter how many times you fuck me over, I'll always make the mistake of staying in your life.
i'm scared that you might forget about me one day. but im even more scared that you'll forget our promise.
You are the most ugliest thing in the world. You are not beautiful no matter what he tells you. You put on makeup to "boost" your confidence, When you have none at all. You walk past everyone in the hallways at school and you think their laughing at someone else, Or maybe the person behind you, Their laughing about you. You're never gunna be pretty enough to date him. He probably just feels sorry for you. No matter how many people lie to you, You're not pretty. You sit and cry alone because no one cares about you. You are so freaking insecure it's not funny. You let anyone come in your life and wreck it. You hate yourself. You constantly point out your own flaws to make yourself feel like a piece of sh*t. Well that's all you are, A piece of sh*t. Sometimes i bet you wonder why you we're even born? I don't even know why. Your life is so f*cked up it's crazy. You try over and over again to make yourself feel pretty or close to it. You'll never be. Your not good enough. You'll never be good enough. Quit lying to yourself. No one cares about you, F*ck what they say. They don't. Sincerely, The insecure girl staring back at you in the mirror. Or in other words... Me
30 letters. Letter 2: Your crush. Dear Christian; I feel like, You hate me. Like, when i try to start a conversation you kill it. We never talk anymore. It f*cking sucks being 1,303 miles away from you. Yeah i know you got stuff you're dealing with, i do too. But i wish at least ONCE you would talk to me first. Who am i kidding? you never will. I'm still invisible to you right?
30 Letters. Letter 1: Your best friend Dear non-existant bestfriend; You're not real because it is too hard for me to trust anyone anymore. I never will trust anyone ever again. No one deserves to know my secrets. No one deserves my trust. I'm honestly terrified of making friends because once i feel like i can trust them, I let them in, I tell them my secrets then something comes along and messes up what friendship i thought we had. Therefor. I'm never trusting anyone again. Sincerely, I've learned the hard way.