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November 16, 2014 9:36pm UTC

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I don't need the 4th to know I've gone 16 months without you in my life.
I feel your absence everyday.
I feel it when I go shopping, when I eat peanut butter, when I go through the McDonalds drive-thru, when I hear Luke Bryan or Hunter Hayes on the radio. I feel it when I read short stories and when I watch scary movies and when I straighten my hair or just driving down any back road. I feel it when I pass my math tests and drink Dr. Pepper and when I take a swig of our ultimate favorite alcoholic drink and eat mint tic tacs.
So much of our friendship consisted of such small everyday things, It's hard to do much of anything and not think of you and the fact that you're supposed to be here but you're not and I just can't deal with that today.
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Crazy_Beautiful202
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November 16, 2014 9:27pm UTC

I wish you would come back, wish I never hung up the phone like I did.
I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live. I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good, I wish you would.
I wish we could go back and remember what we were fightng for. I wish you knew I miss you too much to be mad anymore.
Wish you were right here, right now, It's all good, I wish you would.
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October 30, 2014 6:06pm UTC

Tonight I listened to a voicemail you left me three months ago. In it, you told me to go f*ck myself. I still remember that night. I still remember those words rolling off your tongue so gracefully. I remember wondering how someone so beautiful could be so cruel..
Two months ago I called you at 3am. I expected you to ignore it or send me to voicemail. Those are two of the things you were best at. You answered and I felt my heart begin to race. You probably thought it was because I missed you, but it really was because I didn't expect you to answer. I asked you how you were and you there quiet and confused. It's like you forgot I existed or that I was a part of your life. You told me "fine" and I smiled. That was the last conversation we had. I made sure to let go of you, and every negative word that was said in a peaceful way.
Fast forward two months, and I still wonder how you are. If you heard me say this, you'd probably blush like you used to when I say these things because I still love you, or because I still want you. But that's not the case.
You see, six months ago I was jumping through hoops to please you. To make sure you were happy before myself. To make sure I was the one causing your happiness. But it's not six months ago. It is now, and now I miss you. I miss when you'd call just to see how my day was. And how you seemed to care, even if you didn't. I miss the friendship and the secrets and the stories. And maybe someday it'll be different. Maybe you'll call me on a Tuesday afternoon and ask me how my day was.
These are the things I think about before my eyes close and I'm rewarded with sleep.
But for right now?
GO F.CK YOURSELF.

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August 19, 2014 5:39pm UTC

Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me.
I miss you so much, Shayla.

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Crazy_Beautiful202
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August 12, 2014 3:29pm UTC

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How sad that it takes a death of a celebrity for people to acknowledge the seriousness of depression.
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August 6, 2014 1:54pm UTC

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Since it's #Throwback Thursday, I wanna give a special shoutout to all my "throwback" friends who said they would ride or die but disappeared when I was going through some sh*t. Shoutout to my past lovers who gave up on me when sh*t got real. Shoutout to all the people who tried to see me fail who are now wrong. And finally, shoutout to everyone who can't keep my name out your mouth. Thought I would throw it back to y'all who still live in the past.
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August 6, 2014 1:48pm UTC

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Scared to move forward, afraid to look back.
Stuck between wanting the future, and missing the past.
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July 26, 2014 7:12pm UTC

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Everyone getting in relationships & I can't even find anyone I want to text longer than 15 minutes.
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July 26, 2014 7:12pm UTC

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It's funny when someone actually thinks they matter enough that I'd give a f*ck when they talk sh*t about me.
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July 24, 2014 4:57pm UTC

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When you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, it's the hardest thing you could ever go through and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback or hear a song that reminds you of a memory and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart, for the hundredth time, and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all of your heart, even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt. They stole your happiness but yet, you still want them and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would and even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified, terrified of getting hurt again, but it's not like it matters anyway. At the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken, you don't want to miss them anymore, you don't want to love them anymore, but you know you always will.
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July 24, 2014 4:47pm UTC

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July 24, 2014 4:44pm UTC

I think what happens too often is that two people just stop talking and each one wants to talk to the other but they're afraid they'll seem clingy or annoying so they just wait silently, thinking that if the other person really misses them they'll talk to them. And each person seems fine to the other, like their life keeps going and they act like things are perfectly normal, so eventually they both just give up because if the other person really wanted/needed them in their life they would have said something but no, this generation can't communicate. .

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July 24, 2014 4:40pm UTC

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July 12, 2014 4:07pm UTC

As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt,
I thank God I didn't get what I thought that I deserved. Sometimes life leads you down a different road when you're holding on to someone that you gotta let go.
Someday you'll see the reason why.
Sometimes, yeah sometimes,
there's good in goodbyes.

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July 12, 2014 1:06am UTC

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You will get there when you are meant to get there and not one moment sooner. So relax, breathe, and be patient.
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July 8, 2014 12:57am UTC

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind,
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay..
When I have so much to say but you're so far away.
I love you, you were ready,
the pain is strong and urges rise.
But I'll see you, when he lets me.
Your pain is gone, your hands untied.
So far away.. And I need you to know..
So far away.. And I need you to, need you to know.

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July 8, 2014 12:23am UTC

AND i'LL BE HERE BY THE OCEAN, jUST WAITING FOR PROOF THAT THERE'S SUNSETS AND SILHOUETTE DREAMS.
aLL MY SAND CASTLES FALL LIKE THESE ASHES OF CIGARETTES AND EVERY WAVE DRAGS ME TO SEA.
i COULD STAND HERE FOR HOURS JUST TO ASK gOD THE QUESTION,
"IS EVERYONE HERE MAKE-BELIEVE?"
WITH A TEAR IN HIS VOICE, HE SAYS, "SON THAT'S THE QUESTION."
dOES THIS DEAFENING SILENCE MEAN NOTHING TO NO ONE BUT ME?

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Crazy_Beautiful202
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July 8, 2014 12:07am UTC

I hate having to pretend that I'm fine all the time.
I just want to sit alone and cry. I just want to release my feelings.
It's tiring to put myself together every morning,
just to break again at night. I just want to stay broken,
So I can slowly mend myself. I just need more time.

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July 2, 2014 5:53pm UTC

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Grief feels like an ocean, vast and wide and deep. It ebbs and flows throughout the day then rocks me off to sleep. On some days it will rage within, creating waves so high that I can only hold on tight and struggle not to cry. On other days sweet memories will calm the waves I ride, then once again grief's ocean swells and from it I can't hide. I know that I must stay afloat until my time is through, and ride these waves to Heaven's shore where I'll be met by you.
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Crazy_Beautiful202
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June 30, 2014 10:55pm UTC

Iphone 6 is coming out and it costs $800.
That motherf*cker better tell me where my dad's been all my life.. & when i'm hungry that b*tch better make me all kinds of food.. 800 f*cking dollars, smh.

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