Rajsonkar · 9 years ago
you're beautiful
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Crazy_Beautiful202 · 9 years ago
Thank youuuu.

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1mrsseguin9 · 9 years ago
I just read your profile and it honestly made me cry. You're both gorgeous, and i'm sure Shayla is watching over you and her other friends and family. I can tell how much you loved her and she was lucky to have a friend like you. I know it's hard but try to think of the happy times you had with her, she's still here watching over you. I'm so sorry, i'm always here if you need anything<3
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compliments · 9 years ago
Hello, my dear! I just wanted to say that you're very beautiful. You're gorgeous, smart, kind and a very cool person! If you ever need someone to talk, I'm here for you. Don't ever doubt yourself, because you're perfect just the way you are! Stay strong and absolutely awesome! Hope you have a fantabulous day, dear! :) x
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ellie 🌸* · 9 years ago
Stay strong, lovely<3 I'm here for you
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Crazy_Beautiful202 · 9 years ago
Thank you dear.
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愛* · 9 years ago
Your beautiful! Stay strong Ily<3
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 9 years ago
Idk
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 9 years ago
Idk, it hurts either way. He's getting hurried at the end of the month
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 9 years ago
a few days ago i was talking to victors step mom. and i found out he didnt hang himself. he died in his sleep from heart failure
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foreverbrokenhearted · 9 years ago
i'm so sorry <3
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 1 decade ago
can you text or kik me? for rn its just easier, my number is 315-854-7097 and my kik is tashauna110
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 1 decade ago
i got kicked out of counsling. twice. they said they couldnt help me. i smoke, i drink, buut i dont have a drinking problem, i might be a bit addicted to cigarettes and ive smoked weed. i take bottles of pain killers at a time, i cut, i burn. my family isnt there for me. i have a girlfriend on the other side of the country. and the only friends i have are from here
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 1 decade ago
we havent been able to burry him yet because of the weather. my birthday will be six months after his funeral. and ive decided im going to summer school (to graduate early) then im getting my permit and going to his grave and im sitting there and telling him everything hes missed. i dont want anything to do with my birthday. not then. maybe the day after, but on that day i dont want any presents or cake or singing. i just wanna talk to him.
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 1 decade ago
no problem, and well wednesday at school he was really happy and it was a normal day his cookies in homeroom, me saying a pledge to the uae just us jokeing. nothing diffrent, we had the normal i eat in the cafiteria wedneday and forget i have model un till im half way done eating, nothing diffrent. i had gone to bed early cause i didnt have alot of hw and usualy im up pretty late with it so it was nice to get some sleep. i woke up half an hour early, five am and i had a text, i thought it was a goodnight text from my girlfriend or something like that. and it was from my friend jessy and it said "I dont know if you heard, but victor killed himself tonight" we had a one hour delay and i asked my mom if i could stay home but she made me go to school and i got there and when we went to his locker there was paper for us to sign and it took me a minuet to be able to sign it. i was bawling. the first time i ever cried at school. and the few of us who were really close with him all stood there for a bit, it was the first and still only time people from school huged me, i spent alot of my day in the art room traceing one of his art works, at lunch i didnt eat, i went to the lunch room and cried then left, i sat by his locker crying all lunch and when the bell rang i went back to art, i couldnt go to chem, cause we had homeroom in the chem room. the only class i went to was ap world and no one talk at all. it was silent the whole class. eight period i went to study hall to sign out and they had a pice of paper one paragraph saying he died. it me off. i wasnt gonna take a note home to my mommy friom school like a kindergardener, so i punched some seniors locker and went back to art. and the same thing friday spent all day in art except ap world. sunday was his wake, closed cakset, all of his family knew who i was when i said my name. he told them about me. stores from lunch. all of it. oh. and friday. after school i went with my princeipal to victors house. i never knew how close he lived, i coulda walked. we gave her the papers that were on his locker, i put chetos on it, he always had chetos or cookies with lunch. back to sunday. i shared stories with his family and it felt somewhat like i was a part of their family. it felt like i lost a brother. monday was his funeral. i bawled the entire time. the girl ive liked for a year held my hand the entire service but i didnt care at all. nothing helped. i went to say goodbye to him. i took 10-15 minutes. i just cried and talked to him. tuesday his mom was cleaning out his locker and gave me his last jar of peanut butter, the other half of his lunch, a peanutbutter sandwhich. and it hurt, but sunday it finaly sunk in he was gone. it just sunk in, he died feburary fifth and it just sunk in.
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dontrainonmymaydayparade · 1 decade ago
I understand looseing a friend, and if you ever want to talk im here, we both lost our friends in quite diffrent ways, but it still hurts the same. if you ever want to talk and want my phone number, email, or kik just ask
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Satyr · 1 decade ago
You I'll follow gladly. Good quotes, keep it up...
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AubreeMae · 1 decade ago
Shayla is a beautiful girl, Tori. She's watching over you every second of everyday.
Don't let the pain of her absence let you forget that. She's listening too you in your dark times and she's smiling with you at your successes. She lived her life the way she wanted to live it. You can't just remember her by the way she died, remember her by how she lived. What she did, how she did them. Remember her by all the laughs you've had and the memories that were made. She's made her mark on everybody who loved her and that's how you should you remember her by. She wouldn't want you hurting this much.
Talk to me if you need advice or anything. I'm always here to talk too.
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flyingbacon7 · 1 decade ago
Thanks for sharing the advice. After reading your story I've thought my life through. I've told people who I cared about that I do. I don't take anything for granted. I am still so touched by your story. Let me share something with you. I'm suicidal I've thought about it lots of times but after reading your story I learned that some people don't have the chance to live and die too soon well yeah I'm going through a lot of bad stuff right now but I shouldn't end my life. I sound so selfish. But I didn't want attention on myself I just feel unloved. Unlike you I don't have a best friend really close I have friends who are occasionally there for me. I'm gonna stay strong and live my life in honor of those who couldn't make it. I really had to vent this thanks for sharing your story it truly saved me life and taught me a life lesson.
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ForeverSouless · 1 decade ago
You're profile is so sad and inspirational at the same time! I'm so sorry for your loss. And I'm basically feeling the same as the comment below vvv
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flyingbacon7 · 1 decade ago
I just read your profile.. that is the most inspirational and saddest story I've ever heard.. You are so strong.. and wow I'm just still in shock after reading that. I really don't know what to say I just had to tell you that your story just touched me.. Thank you for sharing it.
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No_Regrets420 · 1 decade ago
Hey girl, I Just read your profile & im balling my eyes out. My fiancee of 4 and a half years was killed by a drunk driver 3 years ago. If you EVER need to talk. PLEASE feel free to contact me. Aubree sent me to your page we both know somewhat of what your going through, my story is on my page. If you wanna talk out of here feel free to e-mail me; anastaciamarie92@gmail.com Your a beautiful girl, keep your head up!
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