so.. i wanted to tell him how i feel.. but idk how.. so i think i'll tell him in song.
boy your cute and leave me breathless,
im up late cause im restless
i know this is pointless,
but i hope that you hear this,
my heart is breaking
do you know what im saying?
i feel dumb from your playing
your leaving me begging
im lost and so confused
i dont know what to do
so i wrote this song for you
cause frankly, im so blue
dont forget me
im just begging please
i gave you everything
so why can you not see,
you are my world, you are my everything.
i gave my all. every little thing
you saw my face and now im trying to see
that maybe we arent meant to be.
its sad you now have no interest in me,
after all i ever tried to be,
that perfect girl that was in your dreams
its sad that now, thats who i'll never be...
see i know that you mock me.
i know that you think its funny,
but truth is its hurting,
can you see the tears that im crying?
the sad part about this is,
you broke all your promises,
the way that your lying,
im slowly dying..
its funny how you think, you think your being the best you can be.
but people keep on saying, you were better off with me,
but everything is ruined
because of stupid lies,
and now the only thing left,
is the dismantled ties.
just thinking about the hurt,
it brings back burning pain.
the good old memories,
rushing back in my brain,
though i try to forget you,
it never seems to work right,
cause i always catch myself,
lying awake through the night.
its great how you, you , you ,youuu
can live life normally without me, me, me, meee
i gave up everything, thing, thing, thing
so we could last for eternity,ty, ty, ty
so i dont understanddddd
how you can just hold her handdddd
without thinking,
about me..
its sad thinking about the end,
looking back at everything..
i was hoping we'd have a future,
hoping i'd be wearing a ring.
but future's far away now,
since im only fifteen..
maybe when im completely ready,
and i know what real love is.
and when i can have real lover,
who can keep their promises.
its great i got to know you,
going for a two year ride.
but now i got to see your,
other angry side.
so thank you for loving me,
or atleast saying it.
because i am finally happy,
and now im real content..
Coty58