Dear someone who gives a crap..
I hate her, she the pain in my backside..
She's always like but i love him... then i hate him.. Jesus woman, just make up your mind! I bet no body will actually read this.. I'm just a guy with a whoole lot of problems needing sorting out but why the fxck should anyone sort out my problems and not their own?
Yeah, well, i feel like cutting again,
I think my mum is actually going to die..
It's somehow has gone to her brain or whatever..
My bestfriend Dylan is living with me and my little sister Emma-Jane right now...
I just want everything to stop for an hour, my chest hurts, my throat hurts, my head hurts, i never talk at school, never! Just nod and smile a little, no one knows your there.. Invisible little ugly looking Connor..
And his get-all-the-girls friend Dylan..
My sister, misses our mum, so do i!
I just want everything to go back to normal! Mum,Dad,Brooke,James,Me,Emma-Jane and Bailey all together..
I want my life back!
Beth, we haven't spoke in ages, i miss you like fxck, i'm glad you told me about witty, your right, everyone does like you on here!
Thing is, if i didn't have such great friends on here, like Lexi or Kendall, Ali or Jillian, i would have already committed suicide!
I'm really stressed out!
I might just dye my hair black and run away to a far land, i wish exsisted!
I need to stay alive for my mum's and Emma-Jane's sake as well as all my friends...
I just wanna sit and cry right now!
-Connor...