Fires ablaze within my eyes,
//A smile concealing all my lies,\\
SCREAMING, b e g g i n g , c.a.l.l.i.n.g. o.u.t.,
[A final, frantic, desperate, shout.]
Scarlet tears drip from each vein,
((A vehement covet to end this pain,))
T h i s s i l v e r b l a d e , s t a y s b y m y s i d e ,
B.e.c.a.u.s.e.a.l.l.h.o.p.e.i.n.s.i.d.e.h.a.s.d.i.e.d.
As each day ends, and darkness draws,
The devil toys, with all my flaws,
I'm helpless, alone, a worthless mess,
A broken child, he must address.
I'm tempted when he calls my name,
A way out, an escape, an end to shame,
To make it feel a lot less real,
A deal with the Devil, in blood must I seal.
They'll say I died of suicide,
But no one knows how much they've lied,
//It wasn't a rope, a blade, or pills,\\
That broke my soul, and gave me chills.
I died inside so long before,
To live each day, an endless chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead,
[A twisted soul, an empty head.]
>>In darkness I wait, in silence, alone,
Rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown,
I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm,
And I open the door for him, with the blood of my arm.<<