I live in New York City, and am a Junior (in college).
I'm WAY different than average guys. (According to my friends that are girls..)
I'm really awkward but people seem to like that about me so.. no problem there. I have a habbit of making ladies fangirl over me for some reason?? I don't even understand ladies sometimes because all I do with my life is sit at home, eat food, watch disney movies and play video games.
I'm currently studying to be an English teacher. Being mentally unstable for most of my life and having that ONE teacher that was my rock and mentor is really what pushed me towards this path; and as a teenager struggling with anxiety, depression, and self harm, I think that people need a person to talk to that has been through the real life problems faces by alot of teens and young people. Seeing that they spend 9 months out of a year with their teachers, who better to reach out to? I just want to help ONE person the way that one teacher helped me. She saved me... from the world and from my inner demons.
So, If you ever need to talk I am always open to listen and try my best to help //hugs
Anyways... I'm pretty cool, And not a jerk like most guys of this generation.. so if you ever need a friend feel free to hit me up c:
I listen to ANY kind of music... All the way from Heavy metal to country.
The people of tumblr and Witty Profiles..
(I'd list actual people but I'm pretty sure anyone i used to talk to is innactive now)
We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging . I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded gun complex, c*ck it and pull it ~Fall Out Boy f o r m a t | s k a t e r r u l e s 2 3
WITTY SURVEY: Cross Off the Things You Have Done Graduated high school (In june...!) Kissed Someone Smoked a cigarette Got so drunk you passed out Rode in a police car for something you didn't do Rode every ride at an amusement park Collected something really stupid Gone to a rock concert Helped someone Gone fishing Watched four movies in one night Gone long periods of time without sleep Lied to someone Snorted cocaine Failed a class Dealt drugs Been in a car accident Been in a tornado Done hard drugs Watched someone die Been at a funeral Burned yourself Ran a marathon Cried yourself to sleep Spent over $200 in one day Flown on a plane Cheated on someone (I KNOW. I USED TO BE TERRIBLE) Been cheated on Written a 10 page letter Gone skiing Been sailing Cut yourself on accident Had a best friend Lost someone you loved Shoplifted something Been to jail (Looked around, not trouble wise) Dangerously close to being in jail Skipped school Skipped class Had detention Got in trouble for something you didn't do Stolen books from the library Gone to a different country Dropped out of school Been in a mental hospital Been treated in a mental hospital Watched the “Harry Potter” movies Had an online diary Fired a gun Had a yard sale Had a lemonade stand Actually made money at a lemonade stand Been in a school play Been fired from a job Taken a lie detector test Swam with dolphins Gone to sea world Voted for someone on a reality TV show Written poetry Read more than 20 books a year Written a 30 page essay Gone to Europe Loved someone you shouldn't have Befriended someone you shouldn't have Used a coloring book over age 12 (I wish I could cross this out more than once) Had surgery Had stitches Taken a taxi Seen the Washington Monument Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once Overdosed Had a drug or alcohol problem Relative to someone who had a serious alcohol/drug problem Been in a fist fight (Very close.) Suffered any form of abuse Gone surfing in California Had a hamster Pet a wild animal Used a credit card Did “spirit day” at school Dyed your hair Got a tattoo Had something pierced Got straight As Been on the honor roll Known someone with HIV or AIDS
BeTruthful. A - Available? Nope B - Birthday? November 14th!(Just Passed) C - Crushing on? Everyone. D - Drink you last had? mountain dew :D E - Easiest person to talk to? Brittany F - Favorite song? James Dean And Audrey Hepburn-SWS G - Gummy bears or gummy worms? Gummy worms. H - Hometown? Bronx, NewYork I - In love with? Love doesn't work out for me.. J - Jealous of? A lot of people actually... K - Killed someone? Do dreams count? L - Longest car ride? 6 hours :P M - Milkshake flavor? Black and tan! N - Number of siblings? 4 O - One wish? What's a wish until you make it reality.. P - Person you texted last? Either Coby or Alexis.. Q - Question you are always asked? "Are you ok?" and "Are you a boy or girl?" R - Reason to smile? I know I will always have someone to hug if I need it. S - Song you last listened to? James Dean &... T - Time you woke up? around 8-ish U - Underwear color? They're like blue with yellow spots and all the south park charecters on them V - Violent moment you had?Oh jeez... dont get me started. W - Worst habit? biting my nails. X - X-rays you had? My hand, leg, back, nd stomach. Y - Yoyos are? THE MOST AMUSING THING EVERRR.! Z - Zodiac sign? Scorpio :D
I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy. Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.