I've kind of screwed everything up.
~~~ i've lost someone i loved.
i've lost someone i still love.
i had a beautiful boyfriend, an amazing boyfriend. the kind of guy that most girls could only dream of, the kind of guy that seems like he jumped straight out of the most perfect fairytale. oliver. he was there for me when nobody else was, he would find out i was upset and come over instantly; with all the movies i loved, he'd write me songs and sing them to me, he'd write me poems, we'd sneak out late at night together and talk and not go back home 'till the sun was coming out again. he wrote and said the sweetest things, to my face,in letters, on facebook, on witty, through everything he was always there for me, but the thing is, we started fighting. we started fighting a lot, then i said i needed a break, those words are the most stupid words that have ever came out of my mouth. and in less than a month of breaking up with him, i got a boyfriend, who in the end just wanted to use me then leave me, which is exactly what he's done, and its only tonight that i've realized that i still love Oliver, that I'm not ready to go, I'm not ready to let him go. I need him to know, and I'm not sure if he's still following me on witty, or if he ever really wants to speak to me again, he's even got a new girlfriend recently, but he needs to know, he needs to know i love him, more than anything. so Oliver, Ollie, OllieBear; if you're reading this, i'm sorry, and i love you, i've always loved you, always have, always will. Please come back to me baby xx
xo, claire.
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