She's dying inside though she says she's fine but can't you tell it's a lie, don't you see it in her dull eyes? She told you she was down yet you let it slip by so from then on she kept it all inside, She told herself she was alright But she was telling white lies Can't you tell, look at her dull eyes.
They don't know What it feels like to fall apart a thousand times. To always keep trying to be happy To trust To love, Without worries withour doubt without misery I've fallen apart a thousand times, but I still try Never tell me to get over it Because that's impossible I can only learn that not everyone is the same.. But it's just so hard to believe. But I'm trying. I'll continue, Hope dies last.
I never wanted to love you, like I did. I told you, my heart died a long time ago. But you, didn't listen.. You didn't listen, You gave me a heart and soul again. Only to tear it apart, Only to throw it into the dirt, Only to prove to me, Love isn't what it seems, Love is only pain and Misery.
Warum kennst du mich so gut? Es macht mir angst, Ich fuehl mich schwach', Mittlerweile denke ich nur noch an dich, Liebe kann man es nicht nennen Doch ohne dich koennte ich's mir nicht vorstellen Du bist meine erste Gedanke am Morgen und meine letzte Gute Nacht. Es macht mir angst, Warum kennst du mich so gut? Bist du ein Engel oder ein Teufel? Was auch immer, Ich krieg nicht genug von dir.
You've proven that you're weak Just know you're dead to me I don't have sympathy for the ones who turn their backs on me I won't look to the past Cause this future makes sense to me I'm giving up on you, So do what you do best and leave.
The inner demons have come out to play How long have we been wrapped in decay It keeps us blinded They feed upon our hate Only one sided beware of what awaits Drilling into your superstitions Taking a hold of you Driving you to the ground, In submission Time to give up and surrender Release the demons lost inside of us We need to analyze our identities Kept not alive just undone and surprised I cant explain your survival. Prove your history Self prepared but not aware Dissimulated networks Can't explain it all its supernatural Made out of every moment Do you understand You've been conditioned Time to let go and surrender I recognize the ones Speaking against their own Their powers are defenseless We've been programmed.
Now i find myself in a candlelit depression Using sadness like drugs just to handle my aggression It's calling, oh my obession, I'm suffering, the weight of confession, I guess that I'm as much to blame and while we share the guilt, Sorrow's tearing down the house that our love once built. Sugar-Coated lies and the feeling of victory, But this will all just be history.