I'm done.
I have to be.
I don't want to get hurt again.
I'm just setting myself up to be hurt.
Can this really get easier?
Hearing him talk about leaving?
Hearing him say he cant like anyone knowing he's going to leave?
Having him ignore me every now and then?
I don't love him.
Not yet anyway.
But maybe some day I will.
He's never going to give me that chance.
I can wait for eternity for him.
He's perfect and worth everything!
He's worth pain, happiness, love, heartbreak, and more.
I want to tell him that to me he's worth it.
I want to tell him I care.
But how can I do that knowing I'm going to be rejected?
Should I try to like someone else the way I like him?
If that's what I have to do I have someone in mind.
Should I try to go for the second guy?
Just to see if it'll work out?