CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i wont do that again, well im not so sure, but im trying hard:) thank you, and hey i read your comment on my quote, if you need someone to talk to im here! reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
well, ive been alright, i havent cut in 4 months now, but its getting harder and harder. i miss it, and i want to do it. everything its like it was before, i failed three classes, but thang god i didnt fail all year. but either way that can happen. gah i cant think anymore. and ive got major problems with guys. just not good i guess. xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Wow :D well done xxx And were the classes really important ones or what ? and screw the boiys , they all suck x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really. reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Well good luck with your finals! And I think that you shouldn't think about it, or get excited, you'll see how it will be when you get there.. dunno really, im just feeling numb I guess, yeah that's probably it.. reply
justkiddiing
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1 decade ago
yea.. I know it.. btw, it's hard not getting excited when I'm finaly getting out of this shithole with all those narrow minded people. I really wish I had more to say to you, I noticed you hadn't posted a quote for a while and I became worried something happened, you can call me paranoid reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really. reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Hello, sorry for the late replying. I'm alright I guess, how are you hun? reply
justkiddiing
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1 decade ago
I don't really know.. finals comming up, like tommorow. I don't know, After this, I'm out of high school, I'm going to university, it what i always wanted, but I'm kinda scared it will be a dissapointment. what's up with you? is it just the feeling (because believe me "the feeling" is bugging me a lot too at the moment) or is something kinda wrong? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Well good luck with your finals! And I think that you shouldn't think about it, or get excited, you'll see how it will be when you get there.. dunno really, im just feeling numb I guess, yeah that's probably it.. reply
justkiddiing
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1 decade ago
yea.. I know it.. btw, it's hard not getting excited when I'm finaly getting out of this shithole with all those narrow minded people. I really wish I had more to say to you, I noticed you hadn't posted a quote for a while and I became worried something happened, you can call me paranoid reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really. reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Hi love, its been a while since we talked, how are you? What's new? <3 reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
well, ive been alright, i havent cut in 4 months now, but its getting harder and harder. i miss it, and i want to do it. everything its like it was before, i failed three classes, but thang god i didnt fail all year. but either way that can happen. gah i cant think anymore. and ive got major problems with guys. just not good i guess. xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Wow :D well done xxx And were the classes really important ones or what ? and screw the boiys , they all suck x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im going somewhere for a weekend:) reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3 reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3 reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3 reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3 reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3 reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
yeah, i know what you mean.. well, idk, i dont know how i feel, its like im batteling myself.. it got bad again.. but yeah, ill manage to hold on, probably.. x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aww budd whats happeneing ? Anything set it off ? and trust me , things have gone to sh/t here so I know how you're feeling xxx Whats up ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3 reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3 reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
hello love, how are you? hows everything going? <3 x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Hey budd :) aah i'm holding on okay at the moment .... nothing seems tooo bad ... same sh/t different day really :) How about you ? You alright ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
yeah, i know what you mean.. well, idk, i dont know how i feel, its like im batteling myself.. it got bad again.. but yeah, ill manage to hold on, probably.. x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aww budd whats happeneing ? Anything set it off ? and trust me , things have gone to sh/t here so I know how you're feeling xxx Whats up ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me.. reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3 reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3 reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ? reply
CallMeK
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1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx reply
ChubbyMushrooms
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1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x reply
CallMeK · 1 decade ago
haha, cool
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i wont do that again, well im not so sure, but im trying hard:) thank you, and hey i read your comment on my quote, if you need someone to talk to im here!
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
well, ive been alright, i havent cut in 4 months now, but its getting harder and harder. i miss it, and i want to do it. everything its like it was before, i failed three classes, but thang god i didnt fail all year. but either way that can happen. gah i cant think anymore. and ive got major problems with guys. just not good i guess. xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Wow :D well done xxx And were the classes really important ones or what ? and screw the boiys , they all suck x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really.
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Well good luck with your finals! And I think that you shouldn't think about it, or get excited, you'll see how it will be when you get there.. dunno really, im just feeling numb I guess, yeah that's probably it..
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justkiddiing · 1 decade ago
yea.. I know it.. btw, it's hard not getting excited when I'm finaly getting out of this shithole with all those narrow minded people. I really wish I had more to say to you, I noticed you hadn't posted a quote for a while and I became worried something happened, you can call me paranoid
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really.
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Hello, sorry for the late replying. I'm alright I guess, how are you hun?
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justkiddiing · 1 decade ago
I don't really know.. finals comming up, like tommorow. I don't know, After this, I'm out of high school, I'm going to university, it what i always wanted, but I'm kinda scared it will be a dissapointment. what's up with you? is it just the feeling (because believe me "the feeling" is bugging me a lot too at the moment) or is something kinda wrong?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Well good luck with your finals! And I think that you shouldn't think about it, or get excited, you'll see how it will be when you get there.. dunno really, im just feeling numb I guess, yeah that's probably it..
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justkiddiing · 1 decade ago
yea.. I know it.. btw, it's hard not getting excited when I'm finaly getting out of this shithole with all those narrow minded people. I really wish I had more to say to you, I noticed you hadn't posted a quote for a while and I became worried something happened, you can call me paranoid
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Yeahi know how you feel, really. I've been busy with life, trying to get better and i had major problems with school, i just didn't have much time to go on computer. It feels good knowing that someone cares really.
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Hi love, its been a while since we talked, how are you? What's new? <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
well, ive been alright, i havent cut in 4 months now, but its getting harder and harder. i miss it, and i want to do it. everything its like it was before, i failed three classes, but thang god i didnt fail all year. but either way that can happen. gah i cant think anymore. and ive got major problems with guys. just not good i guess. xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Wow :D well done xxx And were the classes really important ones or what ? and screw the boiys , they all suck x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
Its math, nursing, and genetics. The teachers are stupid and the system was stupid and I was absent a lot so this is what happened. Yeah they do, but it sucks when I really don't want a relationship, boom they all want this. It just really sucks cuz I let them down by saying no.. Xxx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Well if you were absent you couldn't really do jack sh/t about it could you ? Boys aren't really my area , my past boyfriends have all been dicks and nothing has ever worke out , guys just don't like me. So all I can say is that if they are men rather than boys , they will grow some balls and get over it , so don't worry. It's your choice. It's better for you to be guilty and comfortable than unhappy :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
But I can't fail the whole year, it will kill me. Seriously, but there's a good chance I will. Yeah true:)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im going somewhere for a weekend:)
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
wow ... lucky :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
just packing my clothes, you?:)
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
chatting :)
why are you packing ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im going somewhere for a weekend:)
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
wow ... lucky :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
hello
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
whats up beautiful :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
just packing my clothes, you?:)
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
chatting :)
why are you packing ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im going somewhere for a weekend:)
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
wow ... lucky :)
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
yeah, i know what you mean.. well, idk, i dont know how i feel, its like im batteling myself.. it got bad again.. but yeah, ill manage to hold on, probably.. x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aww budd whats happeneing ? Anything set it off ? and trust me , things have gone to sh/t here so I know how you're feeling xxx Whats up ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
hello love, how are you? hows everything going? <3 x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Hey budd :) aah i'm holding on okay at the moment .... nothing seems tooo bad ... same sh/t different day really :) How about you ? You alright ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
yeah, i know what you mean.. well, idk, i dont know how i feel, its like im batteling myself.. it got bad again.. but yeah, ill manage to hold on, probably.. x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aww budd whats happeneing ? Anything set it off ? and trust me , things have gone to sh/t here so I know how you're feeling xxx Whats up ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
lets just say that just one word can set me off. at home had gone bad, at school, my mind is fu/ked up. idk anymore..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
yeah I know that feeling :) Home's actually alright for me at the moment , but schools awful and i'm strugelling at the moment :/ But i think it's more me bringing myself down rather than someone else saying stuff xx What happening at home hon ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sorry to hear that! well the non stop yelling, parents always saying bad stuff about me, if its not in my face then behind my back, i doubt they'll ever say anything good. i cant stand this. its like, im fucke/ up enough, you dont have to say this to me..
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I know that feeling x My mother is a perfectionist , so nothing I ever do seems to be good enough for her , and well my dad off before I could talk so :P All i can really say to help is that just try and avoid spending time with them , but you'll most likely get yelled at for that too , if your parents are anything like my mother :P <3 How's school ? Nothing too bad there I hope <3
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know yeah my parents are basically the same.. haha yeah that happens a lot, i avoid them, by going to the libraryand then i get yelled at, yay, not. well school.. i hate it there, i hate i went to this school, i hate the students, i hate the teachers.. its a living hell..and im really sorry for the later reply! <3
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Oh it's fine :) and if it makes you feel any better , I don't have a single friend in my year :P My only two mates are a year above me , and one's bipolar etc so we talk about that stuff , and the other one has the same name as me :D So we get along beause of that . But I feel so alone all the time .... So yeah I know how it feels . I sleep alot though , I guess cause I can escape everything in my sleep :) I'm quite lucky though , I'm movin away from this shithole very soon :D So I won't have to put up with them for much longer :D x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i know what you mean yeah, spleeping is the best way to escape from this life. im happy for yu love, i hope it goes well! where are you moving to btw?:) x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
I'm off to China :/ My mum's got a headship their at an english school , so away I go :/ Not completly sure how I feel about it , I just hope its better than here . But to be honest , it can't be any worse :D How you doing anyways ? x
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
im sure you'll do fine:) maybe its the start of something better:) yeah, same old, same old. dunno anymore, its eather i feel numb, or im feeling like im about to explode. its like with everyday it gets a bit worse... x
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah I know that feeling . I've been like that all week ... I kinda felt nothing for a long time , but then something pushed me over edge and I had a complete meltdown on Thursday and again on Friday :/ Wasn't the prettiest of things xx Is anything going on , or is it that you can't escape yoursellf ?
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CallMeK · 1 decade ago
i yeah... its just school, im starting practical work in the hospital in two weeks, and im terrafied, because i f/cked up when i applied to this school. its not my thing. then my parents, always b/tching me about something, im sick of it. but its also i cant escape myself, and my thoughts, they're killing me xx
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ChubbyMushrooms · 1 decade ago
Aaah that's a lot of shizz ..... 1) You'll be fine doing your practical stuff :) Just concentrate and you'll be fine. School always sucks , and always will suck , but just think like a Wittian. Everyone at your school is a peasant , and they will all be working for you in 5 years time ;) Parents ... My mum is the same , Just avoid them .... No use talking to them I guess xxx As for yourself , just try and shut off. Me being a singer , I just sing. Then everything around me just shuts off and its me and my voice <3 Find something like that , or just sleep ;) That works too ;) xxx But i guess waking up is even worse :/ xxx keep me updated , and if you need to vent pesonally you've got my email xx Stay Strong love x
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