Pretty Much The Story of My Senior Year
I guess I haven't logged on this site for 11 months!
Holy Crap!
Anyways, a lot of stuff been going on in my life. It seems like a crazy movie!
I think when I last logged on this site, it was the begining of the school year, my senior year to be exact.
(Warning: If you're not in the mood for a long venty story, don't read!)
So, anways... I guess my life was going pretty good, but again when I look back... it's kind of eh.
I had a boyfriend, but I really never saw him. Now that I look back it was kind of a waste of time. But I guess it was just leading me to where I was today.
I went to a skillet concert in September, which was the best experince ever. I stupidly lost my V-card on October 6, 2012.
But I noticed my life started to fall apart in November. My best friend and my ex got super close... so close that they started to "Date" (I put that in that format, becuse they never see each other, how do I know? She writes it on twitter all the time). This I want to mention, is the ex that slandered me on meetme. She knew my feelings towards him, and still contined to talk to him. So, I just dropped her as a friend. I really didn't need that in my life. So, as the month went on... I really blocked it all out, so I don't remember much. But as the 12th month came around. My guy friend and Journalism Partner, admited he liked me.
Ugh... then on Christmas he texted me saying "Marry Christmas, Beautiful."
I really wanted him to stop, so I said my "boyfriend" saw it when he texted it to me and got us into a fight but the problem was, I never saw that "boyfriend". He existed, yes. Yes, it was a lie... but it just came out... like word vomit.
Let me tell you about this kid... He was two years younger then me, He would constantly hit on me, and he wasn't the best looking. But you'll hear about him later.
So, I finally got my senses together... and left the guy I lost my v-card to. He wasn't giving me the time of day. I knew if I didn't leave him, it would be the same exect stuff. So, I finally left him.... dropped another bad person out of my life. Two people out of my life, for good. I wouldn't let either of them to walk into my life when they tried. I did feel alone though, even though I had people around me. Me and that one kid, I'll call him lucky because that was his nickname since he had red hair and thats what everyone called him. Me and him would talk a lot on facebook. I didn't really want too, I just did it to be nice. I would really insult him most of the time to be funny. Then he would insult me back... this went on for a month. I realized one day.... I STARTED TO LIKE HIM! omg ugh.... like he was in my lunch, my journalism class, and my study hall. We also worked together a lot... I was usually the camera person when he was doing interviews. I guess I got attached.... So, we started dating.... I look back and think, why? Why? Why? but it happened. During this time, my ex tried to come back in my life and I was "lol no I'm dating someone new." he got mad and called me ugly and blah blah blah. But me and Lucky the night I admited I liked him too, it was like 6 in the morning and we were talking on kik. We talked & talked & talked. I asked him to prom, then he asked me out.
Then our 1st date was at a bowling ally and a local restaurant. We also had our 1st kiss, his anyways. We went out for 3 months. Then he broke up with me two days after prom on my front door step. And as I'm typing this, our song came up on Pandora "I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing" by Aerosmith. Yes, I cried on my doorstep... I guess just feeling rejected, not the actual breakup. I watched him drive away, it felt like a breakup song. I went down to the beach, and just cleared my mind. What was worse I had to wear a dress the next day for our senior class picture, so I had to be all pretty when I really just wanted to lay in bed and cry. But, I guess it was better because I showed him what I he was missing. But everyone did say that I was too good and pretty for him, I should of listened. The next day, I put a status up on facebook asking if anyone wanted to text me. Two people liked it, a guy I liked for a couple months but he had a girlfriend at the time and I wasn't that closee to him. And a guy that always wants to hang out with me (whom I wasn't very intersested in). I liked the 1st guy more, so when he liked it I got pretty happy. He was always being really nice to me, making me laugh and trying to break the ice. We snapchated.... a lot. I started to like him more and more when I talked to him. He was funny, sweet, kind, cute, and he made me forget all the heartbreak I had in the past. His name was Matthias. Then on May 30th I was done with high school forever I left all my underclassmen friends behind. I left two of my exes behind. I left all my good and bad memories behind... I was graduating.
So, on June 6, 2013... we went on our 1st date. It just felt different, how everything went down. I found out we have so much in common. It was just an overall great day, that I will never forget. Our 1st kiss.... we were just looking into each others eyes. Just waiting for something to happen. He made the 1st move and just felt the sparks, not even that, FIREWORKS. Then On June 9, 2013... I graduated. I did it... 4 years of hell, tears, laughs, love, falling out of love, friends, emimies, and getting up at 6:00 am everyday. We had my gradution dinner with both sides of my family and my almost boyfriend, Matthias. It was really
fun and me and him sat on my pourch after the dinner and talked about our past, then the rain started. It was a very nice way to end a very exciting day. Then on the 11th, we made it offical... this amazing person was my boyfriend.
I wrote a lot. I guess, I just like writing. haha if you read this venty story... thanks :3
Brittany_Leanne