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Feb 1;; I'm just so confused...♥

I'll tell you a little about myself, expect there isn't really much to tell. I'm a quiet girl, but with big thoughts and big dreams. I want to be a psycholgist someday, but I know I'll probably never make it. I always smile, but most days its fake. I'm not depressed or anything, but somedays I hurt, just like everybody else does. I do well in school because I have to, not always because I want too. I'll never be able to go to college if I don't try. I fall over and over again, always getting hurt, but it keeps happening. Every time I push myself up, dust myself off, and keep going like nothing ever happened. There is a lot to me that nobody knows. I don't know who my friends are, like at all. I'm scared to be alone. I'm scared to be hurt by someone that means a lot to me, oh wait that has already happened. I'm falling for a boy whole only talks to me because I'm smart and I'll help him out with his work. And he has a girlfriend who just happens to be my friend. Great right? But the thing is is you can't control who you fall for it just happens.
Here I am letting my heart out to girls I don't even know. That's because in my life there's no one to tell any of these things to. Thats why I want to do what I want to do. I want to be there for people and help them because I know how it feels to be all alone in a big world.

"Don't think or judge, just listen."
"Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only one who can judge you is yourself."
"Silence is so freaking loud."

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posted a quote
May 29, 2012 5:09pm UTC

You know why Shrek is the perfect fairyta le?
Shrek teaches us that imperfect people
can still have their own happy endings.

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posted a quote
February 1, 2012 9:01pm UTC

I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I know we're friends and I know he's your ex but,
I can't control who I fall for.

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February 1, 2012 6:58pm UTC

I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I know he's your ex,
I can't control who I fall for.

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posted a quote
February 1, 2012 5:55pm UTC

There's just something about him.
All I do is fall in love over in and over again. I can't even help it.
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January 29, 2012 8:49pm UTC

Somedays just break me.
All I want to do is stay in bed and just forget the world.
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January 28, 2012 4:10pm UTC

Just another heartbreaker
Chapter 3
"Oh my gosh Meghan!"
He said through his laughter as I fell down on the ice again.
It had been Kole's idea to come ice skating to put me in a better mood.
Now here we were, twenty minutes later, and I was having the best time.
He always knew what to do.
Kole skated over and held his hand down, helping me up.
"You aren't very good at this whole ice skating thing."
He said with a slight smirk on his face.
"Oh shut up."
I said slapping his arm playfully.
He gave me a huge smile while taking my hand in his while we began skating around.
I wasn't even sure what was even going on.
I didn't care for Kole like this and I was skating around holding his hand.
Suddenly I yanked my hand from his, falling down on my butt.
"What was that about?"
He asked a confused look on his face.
"We can't hold hands like that. I-It's weird."
I stammered, barely able to speak.
"I'm sorry. I was just trying to help you Meghan."
He said glancing down uncomfortably.
"Just let's go home."
I snapped.
I didn't know what had just come over me, but I knew I didn't want to be with Kole anymore.
I'm sure he only meant to help me as a friend, but my heart was trying to tell me different.
Kole wouldn't try and make a move on me just hours after my break up with Garrett, would he?
All these thoughts went through my head as he dropped me off at my house, ending the new uncomfortable silence between us.
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January 25, 2012 5:17pm UTC

i just want you to take me in your arms and tell me everythings going to be alright

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January 25, 2012 5:14pm UTC

I may seem okay, but
I'm literally dieing inside.
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January 25, 2012 5:11pm UTC

everybody makes mistakes, but not everybody learns from them.

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January 25, 2012 5:06pm UTC

L O V E
A four letter word with a lot of meaning. ♥

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January 25, 2012 5:04pm UTC

I wish just once, just once
someone would notice my smiles fake

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posted a quote
January 23, 2012 5:19pm UTC

Just another heartbreaker
Chapter 2
As soon as I entered the door I knew my mother could tell something was wrong.
It probably didn't help that my makeup was smeared all over my face from crying.
"Honey! Oh my gosh are you okay?"
She asked, running to me and wrapping her fragile arms around my body.
My mom has cancer. The doctors don't know if shes going to live or not.
It's all a big mystery. She goes to the hospital constently for treatments.
She's almost never home anymore.
I wish I could do something for her, to help her, but I know I can't.
"Garrett" I say, stumbing on the G, "broke up with me today."
I cannot control the tears anymore as they just begin helplessly flowing right down my cheeks.
"How dare he do that to my baby?"
She asked, giving me a big tight squeze.
I don't know what I'd do without my mother. Cancer couldn't take her away from me. I needed her.
She kissed my cheek and pulled away;
"Why don't you go out and see your friends for awhile? That will probably make you feel better."
I knew my friends probably wouldn't understand, but I agreed.
"Okay mom. I'll get them a call."
I walked upstairs and took a seat on my bed, trying to control the tears.
Nothing was working. Maybe my mom was right.
Maybe getting out with my friends and having a good time would make me feel better, at least for a little while.
I pulled my phone from my pocket and dialed Kole's number.
Kole was my best guy friend. We had been best friends since the 1st day of Kingergarten.
He answered on the first ring.
"Hey."
He said, in his smooth voice.
"Hey."
I answered, barely even able to keep my tears under control.
"Somethings wrong. I'm coming over."
And with that the line went dead. I knew I could always count on him.
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January 22, 2012 9:29pm UTC

Just another heartbreaker
Chapter 1
I looked into his teal blue eyes, searching for the answer as to why he just broke my heart.
His blue eyes didn't lead to any answers.
I looked down and tears threatened to spill down my cheeks.
With tears falling down, I looked up.
I saw his tall lean body, his tousled blond hair, and almost hauting blue eyes.
All I wanted to do was give him a big hug and kiss his gorgeous lips like I'd always had.
I knew I couldn't anymore. He wasn't my boyfriend.
Makeup began flowing down my cheeks with the tears, smearing it terribly.
Garrett was still standing there, completely motionless.
He suddenly spoke, breaking the cold long silence between us,
"Meghan I know you probably don't understand, but this just wasn't working out anymore."
"You don't love me anymore, do you?"
I said, almost scaring myself with the sound of my voice.
I sounded weak, competely broken. I sounded like I wouldn't make it through this.
"Why do you have to make this so hard?"
He asked, looking down again, unable to look up at me.
"I still love you Meghan; probably always will, but I don't know if this relationship is what I want anymore. I'm a 17 year old guy. I want to go and just live a little."
I didn't know how to reply. My whole body had gone numb.
I knew I had to get this over with so I could go home and cry in the peacefulness of my bedroom, alone.
"Garrett you broke my heart and really don't know what to say anymore. I guess we're done, we're over with."
Garrett looked down for what seemed like the hundreth time, rubbing his hands together. His expression was unreadable.
"Thank you for everything you have ever given me Meghan. These past two years have been the best. I hope one day you will understand why I did this."
He finally said, his sweet voice sending chills down my spine.
Now I was the one that glanced down, unsure of what to say. I suddenly spoke;
"Garrett I'm not sure I ever will."
His teal blue eyes remained cold, unreadable, dark almost.
He scuffed his shoes together on the cool hard marble of the school floor.
Luckily the school was empty so we were alone with the quietness of the school surrounding us.
Garrett suddenly reached out and gave me a hug for what would be the last time. When he pulled away he spoke two careful words;
"Goodbye Meghan"
He turned around and exited the school, leaving me alone.
I slowly began to follow as tears cascaded down my cheeks.
I sat in my car with my head in my hands, unable to move.
My life was ruined.
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posted a quote
January 20, 2012 4:59pm UTC

I loved you,
but what did you give me in return? My heart broken into a million little pieces.

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January 12, 2012 5:44pm UTC

You stole my heart, boy.
&You didn't even have to try.
NOT MY FORMAT.

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January 11, 2012 5:32pm UTC

You broke down my walls.
You stole my closely guarded heart.
NOT MY FORMAT.

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January 10, 2012 6:08pm UTC

You broke down my walls.
You found your way into my closely guarded heart.
NOT MY FORMAT.

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January 10, 2012 6:05pm UTC

I miss you.
I miss your smile. I miss your laugh.
I miss your kiss. I miss your touch.
I miss your cute face. I miss your hugs.
I miss your compliments. I miss your jokes.
I miss you holding my hand.I just miss you...

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posted a quote
January 10, 2012 5:57pm UTC

I don't know who you are anymore.
It's killing me and you don't even care.

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January 9, 2012 4:43pm UTC

typical teenager
Chapter 3
All during AP Chemistry Austin and I keep exchanging glances, trying to surpess our laughter.
The loud bell signals the end of class and I wait by the door until Austin catches up with me.
"I thought Ms. Flet was bad. Mr. Nielsen is a whole nother story." he said with a laugh.
"Totally. All the does is go on and on about plants and life and science. Who cares?" I replied with a slight smirk.
"Isn't that what he's supposed to do? He is a science teacher." snapped Kelsee, putting careful empesis on science.
Kelsee then gave a hair flip and googly eyes to Austin and walked away.
"Did she just-?" Austin said stopping short.
"Looks like it to me." I said with a serious expression on my face.
"Well isn't that something." he replied, setting us both laughing.
"Well where do you go next?" I asked.
"AP English." he replied after glancing down and examineing his schedule.
"Oh have fun. Mrs James is something else." I said.
"You don't have AP English next?" he asked with what seemed like a sad expression adorning his gorgous face.
"Nope. French for me." I replied.
"Oh that sucks." he replied glancing slowly down at his scheldule today.
"Well I better go or I'll be late." I said turning to go,when suddenly I had a brillent idea. "Hey wait! Do you want to grab pizza after school? There's this awesome pizza place in town. It'll be great!"
"Sounds awesome!" he replied, flashing me his pefect smile.
"Ok. I will meet you at the front doors after school."
I dart off to French, barely making it inside the doors before the bell chimes.
"Just on time Kacie." Ms. Monne says, signaling towards to clock.
"It's my lucky day isn't it?" I reply, with a huge smile as I walk towards my seat.
Ms. Monne starts going on and on about the French language, but I'm not listening.
All my thoughts are on Austin. Oh boy, I cannot wait for pizza later.
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