julia* posted a quote
September 5, 2013 9:55pm EDT
I hate that feeling you get when you walk into school, or practice, or that one class, and your stomach sinks while your palms sweat more than the last time because you're worried And scared of what kids are going to say to you this time.
Ever think that maybe I don't want your sympathy. Ever think that I only wanted you to see things through my eyes. The way things die The way a heart continues to beat even if it breaks The way a man loves a son The way a woman loves a man The way the music seeps into your bones and every inch of your skin tingles Ever think I just wanted to share my world with you? Ever think I was just trying to be the best daughter I could be? With all your mistakes I still longed to please you. But with every mistake of mine I became a burden. My demons know me all too well, resting at the back of my eyes In my dreams,In my nightmares. It was a world I thought you'd enjoy. But you couldn't see it through my eyes. Now I'm a mistake walking on two legs. You smile and nod,but you don't hear me. How many more times do I have to grit my teeth and swallow down the you in me. Ever think through all of this I was waiting for you. Look me in the eyes,see for once the pain I hide. I only wanted you to be proud. But I'm not the same person you used to know. I see it even in your eyes,that you're scared. That I'm just a little too much. Words like nails on a board. I'm sorry I give you my sympathy. For having to deal with little old Me. I know it wasn't easy. But I'm not sorry for growing up. Or leaving and finding myself. I am sorry I'm not what you dreamed of. But Hey,Mom. I love you. Even If you hate who I've become
ArayaBoo1 posted a quote
September 4, 2013 11:29pm EDT
My boyfriend: I'm getting rid of my hoodie.. Me: Why? *Knowing it's his favorite* Him: I don't know, I just think I need to...So you can have it if you want it... Me: *Smiles* Haha....you're tiny hun...
paigexoxo posted a quote
September 4, 2013 11:45pm EDT
Spew the poison with each word Intoxicate me spread it through my vains But if i die from your words Its on your conscience But if I survive Ill be the one who will be laughing at you Bully you wont win f f I
Some days I cry, And some days I fly, Above the cares of the world, Riding on my emotional high. Some days I fly, And some days I cry, Dragging myself underground, Wanting to give up, and die. Words from the heart, Can make or break my day, Because whatever i read, or hear, I begin to feel that way. The happenings in a day, Can make or break my heart, But whatever happens, I express it through my art. What you say changes people, What you do matters to them. So live your days in peace... Not depression, or pain, or shame, or guilt, or regret... What really matters, Is how you live, Not how you re-live the past.
Erm... I found my stuffed bear ive had since i was born in storage last week. ive been missing it for four years. Its okay if i still sleep with a teddy bear, right? XD not my fault i dont like sleeping alone.