Boodah1435

Status: hoping my one dream comes true<3

Member Since: 29 Nov 2011 06:37pm

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Birthday: May 5

Location: in a small town in this big world

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ABOUT ME;
Well hello there! My name is Stephanie.I'm 15 years old and I celebrate my birthday on May 5th. I'm a very complicated girl and very few people actually understand me, but I'm okay with it because one of those people is the best boyfriend I could ever have. His name is John and we've been going out for over a year now. I love him to death and he feels the same way. It couldn't get any better than this<3 My life is really making a turn for the better and it couldn't have happened without all the people who have helped me. So thank you everyone. If you want to know anything just ask, I'm always here to help people. But hey have fun stalking the page!

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
May 12, 2014 9:24pm UTC

One day everything will be easy. It'll be the way we want it to be.
Just you and me. We'll run away together and we'll be just fine.
I promise you this.

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Boodah1435
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April 21, 2014 9:33pm UTC

your smile,
sometimes that is ♥ the only thing I need
to simply be okay.

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Boodah1435
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April 3, 2014 7:59pm UTC

well it's been a while since i've done this, but...
happy anniversary to my amazing boyfriend.
we've been together for 2 years and 3 months now
and i wouldn't have it any other way.
i love you and i'm still counting on that always and forever.
happy anniversary john<3
1/3/12<3

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Boodah1435
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March 4, 2014 9:24pm UTC

I do not need to know the meaning of life in general.
but I would love to know my own purpose for being here...

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
March 4, 2014 9:20pm UTC

sometimes things happen.
and as much as you hope, you will never be
able to control everything that you want to.
parents split up, people pass away, others move on,
you scrape your knee, your heart is broken,
people come and people go.
you can't control it all.

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Boodah1435
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February 6, 2014 5:04pm UTC

Sometimes I could just cry for days, but other times I can cry for a little bit and then be done with it. Certain things are harder to deal with, but I always figure it out. I may not be "daddy's little girl" but I got to be for a little while and I guess that's okay too. He may not have been the best dad out there, but I'm sure that there are plenty worse out there. My dad hasn't lived with my family for almost three years now, and we seem to be doing okay but when certain things come about it get tough. Such as Father's day in June. I used to get so excited when I was in elementary school because we'd always have a store for certain holidays to buy gifts for people and that was one of them. I always had one friend that I felt bad for because never bought anything because she didn't have a dad to buy for, and I guess I'm kind of that girl now. He's still alive, but he is barely a part of my life and it's as if he is not even here anymore. He used to be my hero when I was a little girl, and I wanted to fix everything like he could. Now my hero has turned into my enemy, and I have to save myself. It's his birthday today, and yet I don't even want to wish a happy day. I feel like I am a horrible daughter for this, but I know in some ways I'm allowed to be because of what he did. I know he is my dad and I should love him and be happy I have a dad, but in some ways it's as if I don't even have a dad anymore when I can only talk about him in the past tense. I wish I could find a way to be okay with how I feel, but with every thought I find myself feeling worse and worse about how I feel. Maybe some day I can figure out the right way to feel, or atleast realize that it's okay to think the way I do.

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
January 15, 2014 9:57pm UTC

Look at me,
I will never pass for a perfect bride, or a perfect daughter.
Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself.
I would break my family's heart...

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
January 10, 2014 9:50pm UTC

it's that feeling of being replaced
and not being needed anymore
that really hurts the most...

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Boodah1435
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December 25, 2013 1:44pm UTC

My letters to those who I can not go and speak to:
Dear Great-Grandma,
I hope you had a wonderful birthday last night. We still carried on your tradtion of having Chinese food for our special Christmas Eve dinner. Hope everything is going well for you up there. Also as a reminder, I'm always getting compliments on my middle name, so thank you for letting me have your name. Merry Christmas.
Dear Grandpa,
Merry Christmas. We really miss you down here. This has been really hard on Mom because she misses you soo much and she just wants you to be here. I made your favorite jelly cookies for everyone and I made them just how you liked them, with raspberry jelly in the middle. I know Shadow really misses you too because none of us really spoil her like you always did, and eventhough Spyro never met you, I know he wishes he did. I know you probably know that we went and visited you yesterday, but I hope you liked the wreath we made you with the cardinal ornament in the middle. Every time I see one I know that you're there with me. I wish you could be here with us this Christmas, but I know you really still are. Merry Christmas Grandpa. I love you and miss you soo much.
Love Always,
Stephanie

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Boodah1435
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November 26, 2013 5:06pm UTC

baby why'd you leave me? why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever,
but now I'll never know...

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
November 8, 2013 12:05pm UTC

i just wish he didn't have to hurt soo much
all because of me . . .

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Boodah1435
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November 3, 2013 10:11pm UTC

happy anniversary to my grandma and grandpa.
november 3rd, 2013 marks the 62 year marriage of my grandparents. although death did them part, i know my grandpa is still with her every day of her life watchin over her. all he ever wanted to do was protect her from anything he could. for almost a whole 62 years he did that. april 8, 2013 he passed away from all of his organs shutting down simply because it was his time. he went through a war, multiple heart surgeries, cancer, five children, five grandchildren, multiple dogs, multiple cats, and multiple other animals, but there was nothing he cared more for but his wife. as they grew older together she got dementia and couldn't remember things quite well, and his biggest fear while in the hospital during his last days was that she wouldn't be taken care of. and now he spends everyday with her just like he used to, and she talks to him all the time. obviously, death really didn't do them part because even after 62 years they're still together. today also marks my year and ten month anniversary with my boyfriend john. i hope i can have the same relationship with him that my grandparents had, an "always and forever" kind of relationship. john, i love you soo much. through everything good and bad, i will always love you.
happy anniversary to us both.

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Boodah1435
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October 27, 2013 8:55pm UTC

Hey there. I saw lox and cream cheese in a bagel store and thought of you. So you know, I'm finally actually going to paint that snowman board for you like you always wanted. Kenny had his senior night for volleyball on Friday and it was very nice. His team record is 11-1 and my team record is 8-3 soo we're both doing really well and are going to playoffs. Eventhough I know you're always watching over her, Grandma is doing pretty well and seems to be remembering more things. Mom has sold a few houses and got a real teaching job at the middle school. John is still around and we're going strong. I know you always liked him and truth is, I like him too. So we're all doing okay over here. Just wanted to update you on some things. Hope all is well. I miss you everyday. Rest easy, Grandpa.
Love your youngest granddaughter,
Steph-a-nef-a-nie

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
October 19, 2013 12:50pm UTC

I love you.
three words that will always make
my heart skip a beat

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October 7, 2013 9:18pm UTC

that moment when you mistakingly say
you want to be "mrs. his name"
but you don't deny saying it
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Boodah1435
posted a quote
October 5, 2013 9:25am UTC

There is only one person I will ever miss more than you...
me

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Boodah1435
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September 30, 2013 10:00pm UTC

Promise me you'll always be happy by my side.
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies.
And marry me, today and every day.
Marry me.
promise me one day?<3

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Boodah1435
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September 22, 2013 1:18pm UTC

I am weak but he is strong.
I lack many things, but I have him.
Though I'm tired, I know he's not tired of loving me.
And that, that is enough inspiration for me to l i v e each day.
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*not my format*

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Boodah1435
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July 11, 2013 11:45pm UTC

So I have an announcement.
Although I know no one out there really cares at all, I personally wanted to be able to remember this. I am leaving witty for a while and possibly forever. I used to think I liked being on here and expressing myself and just being me, but then I had to hide myself for who I was and who I am. This website used to be my escape from the world, but now it feels like Witty has lost all of inspiration, originality, and emotion. I miss that like I miss being me. Sometimes you just need to take a break from things and this is it for me. I wish life could be as simple as it seems in books and fairytales, but that is just impossible. Life is hard and there is no way to stop that. The hardest part though, in my mind, is the feeling of being unwanted. Sometimes the people you think are the closest to you are really the farthest away. Anyone can pretend to be your best friend and "care" about you and what is actually happening to you, but very few actually do care. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm tired of people pretending to be someone they're not, including me. I thought I knew myself, but I've learned I don't know a thing. I'd like to think that being away from here will help me in some way or another to realize some things for myself. If you've actually sat here and read this whole thing, thank you. I don't know if I will ever come back, but if I do and you've faved or comment on this I will personally thank you. Well, good luck to everyone else out there and I truly hope that you never have to go through or feel the pain I have felt.
Goodbye Witty. Goodbye Everybody.
-Stephanie S.

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Boodah1435
posted a quote
June 9, 2013 8:55pm UTC

how can i be honest with anyone
if i can't even be honest with myself?

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