Hey gorgeous, uh, I mean flawless:)
My name's Alison
I look happy, don't I? I'm not.
I blow out the candles on September 17th
Making me 15 years young:) Breathtaken uhmm single but crushin♥ One Direction_Larry Stylinson (is bullshit)♥
Just lost my best friend to a new state, but still gonna make it♥ Music. [Can't live without it.]
I play soccer:)
I don't get why everyone hates me so much...but i maybe i do, cause now i hate me too...
I cut. I'm anorexic,,,and I'm Depressed.
I wish I could be happier all the time....and
I need to take my own advice...
Favorite show: Glee, Jane By desight, &Pretty Little Liars
Purple would be my favorite color:)
Love the movie :
The Lucky ONe, and
and 7 pounds...
I live in a small town you'll never hear of...
I want to go into Marine Biology :)
I love food, I just hate eating...
Witty is my heart...
My best friend in the whole world is rachabay & Snuff :)<3 <--follow them
^I could not live without these girls.
*you need to know you're beautliful :)
small people acting smaller. the lies we tell everyday seem to add up don't they? when you say nothing, you mean everything. and you try to get through everyday. the pain consumes you to numbness. darkness. you don't even remember to breath. a blade, some blood. means nothing once you're this far. a bullet. some pills. i'll carve your name into every one. you never know, it was you, until your name crossed their lips. "he's the one", they said, stares from across the room. better place now. where i can watch you, and watch you fall. -A
when everybody in your life leaves you, when everyone in the world thieves you, you live a lonely life, always starin' at the knife. breathing gets shallow, life will cower. threats hang in empty air. the things we call "our world" die, we stop, but never answer the question "why?", take life for granted, swallow the pain. things build up inside, you never knew existed. gets ahold of you, struggle to get free. it's not what you thought it would be, but what will you do now? -A
your sweatshirt has lost your scent, yet i still wear it everynight. counting the days sence you went, and you're out of my sight. pain ripping through my chest, tears streaming down my face, why won't it just give a rest? i'm just running a race. i'll never blame you for what you have to do, but i need you to keep the demons at night. i love you with all my heart, buried deep inside me, my worst fear is that you'll tear it apart, that you'll never see. did we ever expect this? there's no going back now. falling more with every kiss, lips whispering "wow". help me, before i drown, i can't do this alone, starring through the face of a clown, tripping over a sidewalk cone. music is a sweet escape, only for a short time, mouth gets covered in tape, soon things begin to fall out of rhyme. the young girl thinks life ill be easy, she doesn't even know the real world, before she gives up on it. -A
CookieDoughFormats CookieDoughFormats The scars aren't just on her wrist, they're everywhere, all over her body. Most are covered, but some exposed. She lives for the next time she feels the blade. It becomes a comfort to her. a safety. the same way music never let her down, neither did the blade. -A CookieDoughFormats