I Fell In Love With My Best Guy Friend. <3
Barely On June 30th, Was The Day That We Both Confessed We Had Feelinqs For Each Other.
& I Think The Only Reason I ToLd Him Was Becasue He Leavinq For 2 Weeks and He Kept Asking Me.
Here's The Story: We Were At The MaLL, Just About To Leave, When He Just Blurts Out, "You Trust Me Right?" And iSaid,'Yeah Of Course I Do." His Response Was, "Who Do You Like?"
At That Moment I Was In Complete Shock I Didnt Know What To Do. I Just Said, "Why?"
He Said, "Just, Come On Tell Me." "iDont Want To Answer." I Told Him. He Responded, " Why? Is It One Of My Friends? It Is Huh?" iSaid "No, Its Not And Its Not ( SOme Other Guys Name) Either."
He Asks, "Why WOnt Yhu Tell Me? I Thought You Trusted Me." We Went On Like That For A While, Until His Mom Came To Pick Us Up. I Can Tell Right Away That He Was Upset. I Just Couldnt Stand The Thought Of Him Leavinq The Next Day And Beinq Upset With Me."
He Wouldnt Talk To Me. So I Said, "Please Don't Be Like This. Stop Beinq Mad." He Said,' I'm Not Mad'
I Responded, "Fine Pinky Promise Me Your Not Mad Then." && He Said,' I Cant Do That."
So I Definitly Knew He Was Mad. So iTook His Hand And Held It On The Ride Home.
i Kept Tryinq To Get Him Happy Or Somethinq, But He Just Wanted Me To Answer The Question.
I Thought That Maybe All The Times We Flirted Durinq Class And OVer Text, Maybe Gave him And Idea That I Liked Him. All Those Times We Held Hands, Locked Arms & Just Huqqed. But He Didnt Get The Clues. Finally We Got Home, I Told Him To Wait, I Ran Inside To Get The Letter iHad Written Him.
And Before He Shut The Door I Told Him, "I Like You, Okay.?" The Last Thing I Saw Of Him Was His Face Full Of Shock And Confusion.
We Texted Later That NIght And Fiqured Everythinq Out. To Bad He Was Leavinq The Next Day To (......) For 2 Weeks. The Day That He Left, We Texted Before He Left The Country. When He Said, "I Love You 2 Dont Miss Me 2 much haha well this is the last txt goodbye 4 2 weeks." Thats When My Tears Fell And I Just Couldnt Stop Them. I Stayed Up Till 3 Thinkinq and Cryinq. I Miss Him So Much... I Love Him Much. I Can Trust Him. I Just Wish We Could Have Confessed Earlier. 07.01.11<3
"Opposites Attract<3"(Fire &&Water)
*Sorry This is So Lonq I Just had To Tell Someone. Anyone Who Would Listen, If You Read This Entire Thinq, Yhu Are An Amazinq Person.*