jimmy365 posted a quote
January 28, 2012 12:22pm UTC
Even though I’ve stopped “liking you” every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It’s like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had.
So you found out i was still cutting, feeling suicidal, and started being anorexic&bulumic. Most parents would be supportive. What do you do? You don't talk to me or even look at me. Thanks mom. Now i have a reasonable reason to finally stop.
Have you ever laid on your bed at night & just cried ? Cried because your ugly. Because your not good enough. You Counted All your Flaws from head to toe to punish & feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out actually hurt your feelings. Cried Because your family is dysfunctional, but your just a kid who cant do nothing about it. They tell you to stop complaining because you have it much better than kids in Africa. You dont want to be Burden so you bottle it all up around people. Your the happiest ray of sunshine but nobody knows that at night when your alone , you break down & cry . <|3
LilzaxX posted a quote
January 28, 2012 3:58am UTC
Click the [♥] if, you're missing someone,you have tempted suicide, you have cut, you have had depression, you love him, you're trying hard not to give up, you're proud of who you are...
Can I ask you something? Sure Was it easy? Was what easy? Leaving me. Saying all that cute stuff then just walking away like it was nothing. Like we were nothing. Like I was nothing.