To the boy in the mirror,
I am so sorry.
I've covered your body in scars,
I never let you sleep without tears,
I used to wonder,
Why do you hate me so?
But now?
Now I really know.
I was never good enough,
I never tried hard.
I gave up on you too soon,
I let those words get in your mind.
I believed the lies,
All that dirty hatred came true,
If I was you,
I'd hate me too.
Why did I ever give up?
If I didn't maybe you'd be okay.
They say self hatred is wrong,
I say for you?
It's okay.
You have a reason unlike any other,
Through hard times?
I just made it all worse.
Where was that good side?
That said I looked thin?
That side?
Oh it was lost within.
Where was the smile when I needed it?
Where was the conscious that said I was loved?
Where was I when you needed me?
To the boy in the mirror,
Who I was every day,
I got lost in the lies,
And you had to pay.
To the boy in the mirror,
Please forgive me now,
The lost have never been found.
To the boy in the mirror,
If you are still here,
I'm you, lost inside of your mind.
To the boy in the mirror,
That I'll never be,
Please, please, please forgive me.
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*Basis of this poem* This poem is about how i look at myself and how i have much self hatred inside. It is an apology to me for hating myself so much, and an apology to myself because of my mind. Please send me feedback!
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