Dudu* posted a quote
December 10, 2022 10:49am UTC
growing up feels like saying goodbye. i'm going to miss you. i always thought you were so pretty. i'm going to tell you. you're the type of person who thrives anywhere they go. i'm going to tell you. you deserve better and deserve all the happiness. i'll tell you on tuesday.
☞Eman☜* posted a quote
December 15, 2022 6:04pm UTC
I know I carry a heavy weight on my shoulders, how many nights I stayed up and how many I cried. But I insisted on completing the path because I carry a faithfulness that should not be betrayed. #Medicine
I strongly believe that everybody deserves to be treated the way they treat people. Treat people bad you deserve that back. Treat people good you deserve that back. The sad thing is people don' always get what they deserve.
It helps to remember that you have felt similar feelings before. Each time you made it out alive- regardless of how unprepared or stupid you may have felt. You don't get to enjoy every single moment of your life. There is dread, anxiety and regret. That is life. As much as it is good, it is bad. Just overcome. Like you've always done.
then you'll have the nerve to ask me why i'm feeling this way. your heart might beat another ten million times before i get the chance to say, it's because i needed you. i've always needed you more than you needed me. but you were only there when you had no where else to be. at times you tried to make it better, but it was always like that. you did so well when it didn't matter. now i'm the sensitive one wiping tears hurriedly before you enter the room. now i'm the difficult one who left too early when everything was good.
Yeah, just close the door on us. Like that will help. Yeah, just put them in separate rooms. Like that will help. Keep driving wedges between everyone and wonder why no one gets along. Keep treating me like a dirty secret one moment then your prized possession the moment after. We'll see if that helps.