The Snow, oh so peacefull Christmas, oh so joyfull The Love, oh so plentifull Its that time of year, When all is right, When the drama seems to fade And everyone joins together For The Spirit of the season
best friends for two yearstell eachother everything and anythinghung out for the first time last nightlast night i thought was going to be amazingbut last night was dissapointing and confusinglast night was fun, last night we laughed,but thats all we did last nightwe did not hook up, we did not even flirtthat muchthats not how last night was supposed to gothats not what i was expectingbut maybe thats how its supposed to golast night was a turning pointfor these two best friends
all i think about is youim always talking about youi flirt with youpeople say i like youi think i dobut last nightwhen we hung outi just didnt feel itand that scares meiv always felt to secure with youknowing that we felt the samebut what nownow i dont know what i want
and everyone keeps saying,you two should just datewhy arnt you two going out yetare you guys more than friendsyou guys always flirt,and ya, iv always thought about itand youv thought about itbut what do we think nowcas it doesnt matter what everyone else sayswhat matters is how we feeland honestly, i dont know how i feel.
we're best friendsbrother and sisterthats how close we arebut there has always beenthat curiosity of something morethose feelings have always been therefor both of us,just at different timesbut we never wanted to risk itnever wanted to ruin our friendshipbut my curiosity is growing strongerim getting closer and closerto taking the risk, but are you readydo you still want the same
im trying, i really am,its just so hard,becasue your so perfect,i still cant find one bad thing,to say about youbut none of that matters anymorebecause im trying,trying to move on,you have her,and im still stuck on you,but its getting a little easier everydayor at least i tell myselft that,but its easier if i try.
and its time,its time for me to move on,time for me to realize,whats going on,and whats goin on is,you have a girlfriendand im just your best friendits time for me to looktime for someone new,but you should know,that il always be hereil never let go,but its time for me,time for me to try.
&&all she really wants, is someone to make her feel specialsomeone to give her attentionsomeone who wants to be with hersomeone who she can love backsomeone to make her happy&&she wants that someone to come soon.
im noticing a change,we dont talk like we used toand i need those talks,they kept me going everyday,i miss that feeling,its what felt so right,when everything else seemed wrong,your not around as much,you were always there,i dont like this change, its changing my life.
never let someone slip awaywhos right infront of youjust because you never thoughtto think of them in a different waybecause you will eventually think about itand then youll wish you hadnt let them slip away