I just wish you were mine.
I think about you everyday. I think about you all night. I dream about you while I’m asleep. She doesn’t understand how it’s driving me mad, or she does. Life’s hard for me, seeing you with her, makes me want to just scream to the world how I feel. I don’t tell anyone you know. Not even my best friends. They’d laugh in my face, they’d think low of me. I wish I could hold you in my arms, I wish I could be the one to put the smile on your face, I wish I was the one to make your day. I remember when I first saw you, what I thought, how I felt, I think I’m over you but then I see you again. I wish I could just make those feelings go away and be happy for you. I wish you were mine. But you’re not, I want to run away, to an island in the middle of the oceans and just scream to the world, cry and not feel anything. I feel like crying every single time I see you, I wish I could say that you mean the world to me. There you are. All of this is running in my head. What should I say, what should I do, should I smile, should I tell you how I feel? You walk past me, I look back with one single look, hoping you’d feel the same, but you don’t. All of this is in my mind, all of the things I’ll never say to you because she’s in the way. All of the things I’ll never get to say. All of the things I keep bottled inside, how I wish you were mine. All of the things the world, will never know, because, in reality, you’ll never be mine. ♥