You guys might just skip over this quote... but i really do need help. I dont want to start cutting again. I'm not trying to get attention, i just need to talk to someone. AND I NEED ANSWERS.
Here's the long story short.
My friend had a boyfriend.
She's been having s/x with him for like... 8 months already.
He lives in my appartment complex.
She was over my house and she wanted to go to his house to you know... have s/x
but she was nervous and didnt want to do it unless i went with her (she would be upstairs with him, i would be downstairs)
after a few disagreements, i finally just went
and then her boyfriend didnt want me to be all lonely downstairs... so he called my friend (Bob)(I dont want to give out any names) to keep me company.
Long story short me and "Bob" had s/x. he took my virginity
i find out "bob" liked me for over 3 months now.
i start to like him back
we have s/x on a regular basis then...
he has a girlfriend btw. and idc at that moment because I like him and I WANT him.
So he's been cheating on her with me.
I know that's wrong but ... i really liked him. And he really liked me.
A few weeks go by and he breaks up with his girlfriend
i think he wants to be with me now-- but he doesn't. He says that he just got out of a relationship and he's not even a relationship type person.
Few weeks later the only way i can get his attention is by mentioning s/x
when i kiss him-- he seems annoyed....
he just got back from florida a week ago. he's been talking to his ex.
all night.
the other day i saw him and he didnt even say anything to me...
today, i saw him at the pool with jasmine.
i cried.
yet... he still tells me he has feelings for me.
"Bob" is seriously not that type of guy that is a jerk.
he just keeps everything inside.
doesnt tell his feelings.
Someone help.
Amazink