Some days when I look in your eyes and see myself, not because I am reflected in you but because it is a simple glare from within, a warning of sorts. Not a warning from you but one from myself, one telling me that as often as I look there I do not belong.
it's all about to change... your going to be gone in 4 months your my best friend what am i gunna do? who's house am i gunna go barging into whos gunna hugg me and tell me its all gunna be okay? i cant do this with out you i cant... your my rock... and with out you im nothing...
Format by XxprettixX ♥♥♥♥♥ Today i had sugery and i was freaking out about it and right before i was about to be put under you texted me and said i love you i wanna belive you but i'm afraid ♥♥♥♥♥ Format by XxprettixX .
Yesturday I got my blood draw. I am absulutlywith out a doubt afraid of needles I havent had a shot or anything like that in 6 year before yesturday. i am proud of my self.
Format by XxprettixX ♥♥♥♥♥ Boys only want one thing from you and they fall inlove with you before they get that thing and then after they get it they tend to fall out of love girls tend to fall for them after they get that one thing they were looking for. ♥♥♥♥♥ Format by XxprettixX .
------------------------ Dear new girlfriend, His favorite colors purple black and red. He loves zombies so even if it may seem more important then you its not he's just being a boy. He misses his uncel and grandma they both have passed. He hates negativity so be positive unless something really \ bothers you. he can say the sweetest things. Don't expect him to say i love you to you first he fears rejection Dont be jellouse of his best friend even if she is a girl. School is the most Important thing to him. He wants to be in special forces encourage his dreams. he loves to cuddle and look at stars. He loves loves loves movies. His parents are really strict and mean. His brother will either like you or hate you but dont get mouthy with him Dont let him and his brother fight he regrets hurting him later. he'll want to know everything there is to know about you so dont hesitate just tell him he can keep your secrets. Soo here you are i think your ready to replace me... oh one more thing love him... with your whole heart hurt him and you die. Sincerely, Ex-girlfriend ------------------------ *
------------------------ *ring ring* me: hello? Ex: hey. Me: umm whats up? Ex: your close with baily right? Me: yeah she's one of my besties why? Ex: Could you put in a good word for me? Me: Ohhhh you like her. yeah well to be tottaly honest you dont stand a chance she doesn't really like you. Ex: could you just try? Me: I dont think one good word is going to counter act all the bad ones. *then i hung up.* if your still reading i love you. ------------------------ *
I'm still waiting for your phone call to tell me you were just kidding and that you wanna get back together or for you to stop me in the halls and spin me around and hug me and kiss me and tell me you'll never stop loveing me..... i need to stop kidding myself!...