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Suicide...My story.
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Please take time to read my story, it's worth it, I promise.
I'm a 15 year old sophomore, barely able to breathe anymore.
I get dizzy, my head hurts, I can't focus. My mind is completely
foggy. I'm numb, but e v e r y t h i n g hurts. I think about
everything, but I think about nothing at the same time. I can
barely stand. My heart gets a little heavier each day. I blame
myself for what happened. I let my 20 year old, older sister
slip through my fingers. I should've known. I should've known that
she was hurting. She meant EVERYTHING to me, she was the
only person that I loved more than life itself. She was my
bestfriend, my big sister, my 2nd mom. I told her anything and
everything that was on my mind. There isn't one thing in this world
that I didn't tell her. She protected me when I was younger from my
dad. He used to verbally and emotionally abuse us. So she would
take me into her room and hug me while I cried. She would leave
to go get us snacks when we got hungry. She would color with me,
watch TV with me, anything just to keep me busy. She would let me
sleep with her when I was scared. Paige was my world...and I lost
her because of a metal gun at her own hand. She was addicted to
drugs. She went through her trust fund, which consisted of 14,000
dollars in a month. From July - August 8th. She spent 1,000 dollars
a day on Opanas. Paige had problems but I loved her regardless
so please don't judge. I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday,
to see if I can get some anti-depressants. If I had the nerve, I would
have killed myself a LONG time ago. Please, favorite this for Paige.
Favorite this for me. Favorite this for all the kids who have ever
thought of suicide. I want them to see that family c a r e s. I'd
do anything to save someone's life, please.
Paige Marie Edwards - 1/15/91 - 8/8/11
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