"He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it,and what he's doing is nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."
Keep Going. No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself "there's no point to carry on", no matter how many people tell you that you can't do it-keep going. Don't quit. Don't quit, because a month from now you will be that much closer to your goal than you are now. Yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count.
You can't choose to fall inlove You just wake up one day and realize that you're thinking about him more than you should, and that all the things he does makes you smile. It incoveniently takes you by surprise. And you can't help it. It just...happens.