Have you ever gotten a message
»and you don't want to know what it says, but at the same time you want to know so bad. And you sit and stare at the open button thinking over every negative possibility that could be contained in it. And you finally force youself to open it. And you read it 100s of times, to take it all in. To realise the truth of it - bad or good. And then you have to reply, with either tears in your eyes smudging the sreen; or a elated shake in your hand that paralyses it. I'm waiting for that message. The message that will change my life and my thoughts. And I'm so scared.«