Ayee,,the names Maame aka Yaya;*...i don't start shxt and i dont rlly have problems wiff alot of ppl,im ppretty friendly,im funny and outqoinq(: ,,im currently just done wiff takinq shxt from quys ;p,,i love 2 write & sinqq,,i lovee Drakee nd nickii manajj,imm no joke like a qum addict (orbit !!!)...nd i hope someday i meet my future husband Bow Wow,aha..well qet to know this chicaa,, <3
~On this road of feelings… It all started out as a shock. I felt like he was the one. The one? Yes, that one, the one who would be my everything, and all I think about now I don’t know how I feel. I feel I have been foolin’, smacked in the face, and just like any other girl he has ever talked to. Every night I wonder what I am to him. Do I matter? Do you think about me? I know he can never be mine, that’s what bothers me, how we can never be, or proceed in life; or go farther than what we are now. I always wonder why we never met and what would have happened if we did. One thing that I always think about is two important dates. 5/8/11(the day I felt worth his time, and I felt like I was meant to be put in his heart. 6/16/11(The day when I realized he doesn’t deserve me.I’m happy for him, and his decisions, even if I don’t support them fully. I feel like we walked a road, and in the beginning I thought we would make it to our destination and he wouldn’t turn back. On this road i honestly saw that he cared about me, but always met new people. One thing I’ve learned, out of this kayotic experience is that don’t try to help a person if they’re not going to help their selves. But in the end I came to the conclusion that,” I’m happy you’re happy; even if I’m not the one making you smile.
............. I've always wanted my fairytale ending,where the guy kisses the girl in the rain....&he gives her his jacket when she's cold...when he's always there for her and supports her,.&they all live happily ever after ♥ nmf,but my quote(: .............
♥♥♥ Even though I've stopped l"liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them . It feels like every time i hear it i think of what we had, and what we could of had ..... nmf ♥♥♥
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I miss those days when she wasn't in the picture, and mostly what mattered to you was me...i miss those days when you would text me first and I'd get over excited for no apparent reason...but most of all i 'll always miss those days when i would go to sleep with a smile on my face, knowing you made my day,,those days were unforgettable ♥ nnmf
~My feelings about him: I cant but say that i still do like you,i haven't talked to you in like a week but i don't know,i really have the urge to. I'm just not sure if i should just be done,because i don't know if it's worth it. I sat their listening to you tell me about you and girlfriend's amazing life,i sat their and listened to you text me about you and your girlfriend fighting,,& i know damn well I'm not going to sit here and let you text me an attitude because you and your girlfriend are fighting. Honestly i cant even. like seriously why would you take my feelings for granted knowing i like you. When i first talked to you i believed that you were sweet and charming and would always treat a girl right,you told me that you wouldn't ever use a girl to sleep with her or anything,well huh i guess i was fooled,i just feel bad that i was stupid enough to believe you. but i think it's hard for me to let go because i have never met a guy who is so cute,just like me,and is close to my age range. it's so hard for me to get over you. and i don't know how or when i will. Even though i know 'ill never get the chance to call you mine,i think ill always have feelings for you. *`If you read this, comment on ways i can get over him </3
I wanna be the girl that he talks to his friends about, I wanna be the girl that always comes first, I wanna be the girl he never wants to leave alone, I wanna be the girl who's hand he's holding, I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, "That's her, she's the one." ♥ ~*`NMQ(: