Harro the name's Samiha. 13. Currently Single </3 but I'll live. I live in Hanoi, Vietnam (: Love to read and write Music <3 is mine forever. Hunger Games <3 Peeta baby <3 and of course Harry Potter Ron Weasley <3. My Tumblarrr is samiharitaross, follow you know you want too ;).So yeah underneath you can figure out more about me. But comment and read my quotes sees you rater :) alligator.
figurin' out what love really means.
Express myself through music, don't know what I would do without it. My friends and family mean the world to me.// I hate when people talk about you behind your back, also hate drama. I love the Baltimore Ravens and Michael Phelps. I Swim like there's end and I play basketball. Favorite Stroke is freestyle. So yea talk to me, follow me! You get the idea.
You see there's this guy. ♥ & Everything about him makes my heart flutter, I can't help it. He was someone who I would run to for everything. Someone I could to talk to when no one else was there. Someone who just got me for who I am. +& now everyday we see each other pretending like nothing happend, like we don't know each other, and every day something inside me dies a little more. The truth is I'm not over him; and I have no clue when I will ever be. Yeah it was better when he would make fun of me, but now it's silence nothing. & that's what hurts the most. The feeling like you've lost something, something you fought your hardest to keep. Everyone sits around saying they understand how I feel. But do they really?
Everything, Reminds me of him. Hell even food reminds me of him, music sure as hell reminds me of him. Anything I do reminds me of him. So I appreciate you trying to help me get over him. But honestly it's not going to work , until I'm actually ready and maybe it's tomorrow or a month or year from now. Before I am able to do things that remind me of him, listen to the song " that was ours" agian but right now that's not possible and yelling at me and swearing and saying I"m so close isn't going to help anything because honestly . I"m not ready to let go. Not yet. I have hope in things I know will never work out. But that's just who I am.
So you might not care, what I have to say but; Today i found out that my housekeeper has cancer, you might think wow, why would you care? but honestly she's known me, my whole life. She's like my grandmother infact, she's better then my biological grandmother. I'm so scared. I don't want her to die. I need her </3 and I don't know what to do.
Honestly I am trying to be postive, bit how can you be postive when you can feel your heart breaking everday? I need you so much that it hurts. You were supposed to be different; to me you were different. Then something changed and look where we are now. Just two people together who aren't really together.♥
I don't get it, you complain that you don't like witty and it's detox weekend but then you complain about all the faves the "popular people." are getting seriously, it doesn't matter to me what witty looks like I just think it's sad what witty has to come to, how things have to be pretty i've been on witty for three years and it has gotten me past a lot of things, that I wouldn't be able to go through bymyself. But seriously stop complaining about what witty looks like who get's the most faves. Because isn't that, I get enough stuff at school and I come on here and a lot of people are complaining about faves. Yeah it would be nice to get alot of faves once in a while but seriously. Get over it.
This might sound stupid. But the truth is I'm sick of getting every guy, and I feel slutty saying that but every single guy i have liked has atleast liked me, ( not that i have done everything with them).Just for once I want to cry myself to sleep and I know this sounds so sad and stupid because everyone wants their crush to like them back, but after a while it get's boring I want to eat ice cream, stay up late listening to our song and cry my eyes out. I don't also want to get the guy I want to be able to live a little, isn't that what teenage life is about? Not being able to figure out what you want. I just want too fall for once.
You know the people. No not t the people but that one boy that you would never ever think you would like The one that has been the one that can make you laugh; the one that brightens up your whole day, He's the boy you never think of as being the perfect one for you Until it's too late. but sometimes there's that little chance that he's waiting for you to see what everyone else can see but yourself.